giovedì 17 aprile 2014

2014: "ODISSEA NELL’OSPIZIO"...



Il mio "personal mito" di oggi è Dell’Utri...
Oramai diventato il sosia cattivo di De Niro, che in futuro, potrebbe interpretare un film sulle sue “gesta”, con quella faccia da gangster anni 40, un po’ demode’.
Dell'Utri, contrazione linguistica di Dell'Utero, ovvero figlio di madre ignota, fuggitivo a Beirut con 3 passaporti falsi dei Servizi Segreti, ritrovato in un hotel di lusso mentre faceva la sauna e contattava specialisti per la plastica facciale...
In camera è stato ritrovato un vecchio libro d'epoca di Pinocchio e qualche altra reliquia filantropica sparsa nella stanza.
Nei sui 3 cellulari, una marea di sms e di chiamate perse.
Lui proprio non ci voleva restare in Italia, sperava di finire i suoi anni di attività mafiosa in qualche paradiso dorato.
Invece no, ha sbagliato il timing, ed i giudici comunisti, la nota magistratura ad orologeria, in concomitanza con le prossime elezioni europee, si sono attivati.


Ecco, questa è la storia per la vulgata, nel senso che sarà anche tutto reale, ma non è l'unica verità, o meglio, non è l'unico livello da analizzare.
In realtà, la fuga era stata organizzata dai servizi segreti che hanno simulato un ridicolo ritrovamento in medioriente, dopo averlo fatto scappare.
Vi chiederete a questo punto il perché di questa messa in scena ed io ve la svelo...
Trattasi di propaganda per alimentare la campagna elettorale attraverso il solito vittimismo messo in piedi dal sistema.
Intanto non è un caso che accada proprio in concomitanza della "pena" inflitta al Fratello Silvio, pena ridotta da scontare 4 giorni alla settimana ai servizi sociali in mezzo a coetanei più sfortunati...
A livello simbolico, la fuga di Dell'Utero, ha una funzione "compensatoria" ed è complementare alla condanna di Silvio.
Due fratelli, uno condannato in un ospizio a fingere di espiare dei crimini, l'altro che fingeva di fuggire in Libano per poi patteggiare con la magistratura e finire come al solito a tarallucci e vino.
L'uno annulla l'altro evento, e mediaticamente saranno strumentalizzati per una rinascita di Forza Italia...
Me li vedo Silvio e Dell'Utero che buttano in aria una arzilla nonnina ed al terzo balzo la lasciano sfracellare su Brunetta...
Me lo vedo il nuovo spot elettorale di Forza Italia...
"Per un nuovo miracolo italiano, nuovi cantieri per costruire le case di riposo del futuro, con wi-fi e mediaset premium incorporati.
Culi puliti, freschi e meno freschi, dentiere gratis ed in regalo ai primi votanti, un bel mazzo di tarocchi marsigliesi".
Nel caso peggiore, Dell’Utero sarà sacrificato all’altare della patria, compensando la sua morte politica con la risurrezione del Fratello più fortunato, come nella miglior tradizione dell’oracolo massonico.
E non a caso, il tutto avviene prima della pasqua cristiana…
Una rinascita azzurra non significa necessariamente ancora 20 anni di Berlusconi, significa un appoggio occulto ed anche palese a Renzi, che porterà avanti le politiche liberiste del suo predecessore, un passaggio di consegne.
Parliamoci chiaro, Silvio non è mai stato sotto attacco, lo è forse, solo ad un livello più basico, ovvero quello per il popolino.
Lo è apparentemente, ma l'Agenda piduista, ovvero l'Agenda atlantista di spostamento del baricentro dell'asse politico a destra del bel paese, continuerà con il PD in join venture con Forza Italia, che non ha caso, ripropone il nome originario di 20 anni fa, perché risorge e ritorna, e si sa che a volte RITORNANO.
Se Silvio fosse realmente sotto assedio, i rubinetti delle banche lo avrebbero lasciato con la gola secca, sarebbero stati interrotti i flussi miliardari di denari che sorreggono il suo impero di cartone come prestanome della mafia e della massoneria neo-aristocratica.

Questo teatrino italico, dell'espiazione della colpa non espiata e perdonata se confessata, è molto cattolico e papalino, fa presa nella bias cognitiva della massa che, erroneamente, lo percepisce come capro espiatorio.
Lui oggi serve ad edificare il guitto fiorentino, che è una sua protesi illusoria e virtuale, sempre per conto dei loro burattinai e senza considerare che potrebbe svolgere il piano B, nel caso Renzi non si dimostrasse in grado di portare avanti il progetto di Rinascita Democratica di Gelli.
Silvio è trasmutato in Renzi, nel senso che non serve sia fisicamente lui il protagonista principale della storia, basta la sua clonazione per terminare la sceneggiatura del film “2014: odissea nell’ospizio”…


Con buona pace di molti complottari e non, che avevano gridato alla cospirazione anti-Silvio Re, vittima dei poteri forti, il berlusconismo, egregora vincente della suddetta agenda massonica transnazionale, vive e rinasce come la fenice, si incarna in altri involucri e regna ad libitum...
BUONA PASQUA A TUTTI…
CANTIAMO TUTTI INSIEME IL NUOVO INNO AGGIORNATO DI FORZA ITALIA

“E FORZA ITALIA, CHE SIAMO TANTISSIMI, IN MEZZO AI NONNI, FORZA VIENI CON NOI… LA GIOVENTU’ SOLO UN RICORDO ORMAI, GERONTOCRAZIA SARA’, SEMPRE SE TU LO VUOI“

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martedì 15 aprile 2014

"SCIE CHIMICHE DI PRIMAVERA" (NESSUNO LE VEDE A PARTE IL MAESTRO E UN BAMBINO PICCINO)...

"SCIE CHIMICHE DI PRIMAVERA"...
(NESSUNO LE VEDE A PARTE IL MAESTRO E UN BAMBINO PICCINO)...




Questa mattina decido di tornare ai giardinetti Margherita per rilassarmi dopo una nottata di lavoro. C'è il sole e fa caldo, sembra di essere in Giugno, di Domenica, pare sia festa... I ragazzi giocano a calcio, le sbarbine divorano i loro Iphone e prendono il sole, qualche umarells si gode la primavera, le immancabili carrozzine piangenti solcano i prati, una coppia di rumeni con lui in canotta, palestrato e lei appresso, vivono attimi di gioia, preparando un brunch campestre a base di birre calde da discount...
Insomma, tutto fila liscio ed a guardarlo, pure il cielo sembra sereno ed accogliente...
SEMBRA SERENO, ed io ingenuo mi siedo vicino alla fontanina rotta, quella sui sassoni che recintano il laghetto putrido e me la godo con lo sguardo rivolto verso l'alto...
Stacco la mente, ci provo, ma seppur distratto, la mia attenzione si focalizza su improvvise e persistenti scie dense a bassa quota che partono da dietro i colli...
Poi realizzo, mi giro con lo sguardo sempre rivolto verso l'infinito e noto altre scie, ma a guardarle bene si intrecciano, ed allora ruoto la testa a 360° e mi accorgo che i reticolati sono formati da almeno 8 SCIE DI CONDENSA consecutive...


Formano delle intersezioni perfette, matematiche, ma la cosa buffa è la loro persistenza nell'aria, durano troppo, misuro il tempo ma rimangono sospese almeno 15 minuti fino a dilatarsi, gonfiarsi e mescolarsi con le altre e formare una sorta di cupa foschia, un muro di gas che dopo mezz'ora, OSCURA COMPLETAMENTE IL SOLE, almeno nella zona dove stavo io...
Ma la cosa grottesca è che nessuno se ne accorge, guardo la gente indaffarata nelle proprie vite, tutti con lo sguardo rivolto verso il basso a cercare formiche rosse...
Ad un certo punto, giunge a me un bambino molto piccino, avrà avuto 4 anni, la mamma era intenta a relazionarsi con l'Iphone, mi guarda, mi sorride e punta il dito verso il cielo, un po' come per condividere un'estraneità percettiva rispetto alla gente comune. Lui, ingenuo e contento, annuisce come per dire: " Io e te lo sappiamo, il cielo è cambiato, ma nessuno ci caga"...
Stringe un'assonante alleanza con me ed io, soddisfatto, pronuncio la fatidica frase, che sicuramente non avrà colto, ma mi piace pensare l'abbia almeno sentita:"MEMENTO MORI"...
Mi saluta e saluta un cielo oramai grigio e corrotto...
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giovedì 10 aprile 2014

I NUOVI SUICIDATI... parte 2°

Muore un'altra vittima dello Star System, un altro sacrificio consumato in onore del Dio dei VIP.
La piccola PEACHES GENDOLF, figlia di Bob Geldof e Paula Yates è stata trovata morta lunedì 7 Aprile nella sua casa di campagna.
Il 6 aprile Peaches su Twitter, postava una foto che la ritraeva, bambina, tra le braccia di mamma Paula, morta 11 anni prima per droga. Un cognome interessante, GELDOLF, ovvero GAEL-DOLF... GAEL/GEL significa puro, bianco, benedetto e DOLF significa Delphi, può essere anche il diminutivo di Adolf... 
Curiosa l'assonanza ADOLF con DELPHI, al tempo stesso Oracolo e Fuhrer.
Curioso anche il calcolo numerologico, compare 3 volte il 7... 
Somma della data di nascita 34=7, età 25=7 e giorno del decesso 7... 
Totale 777... numero dell'angelo

Aderì a SCIENTOLOGY nel 2009, dopo un overdose, e fu fagocitata nella setta in un periodo di estrema fragilità. SCIENTOLOGY è la facciata pubblica di un network più ramificato, lo stesso discorso vale per la PROCESS CHURCH, oggi attiva sotto altre sigle, che si occupa di controllare e cooptare personaggi famosi...
Entrambe hanno punti di contatto con la filosofia dell'O.T.O. che a sua volta nasce da una scissione della GOLDEN DAWN storica dell'800. Questo per farvi comprendere come sia un sistema a MATRIOSKA, dove un livello è contenuto da un altro, dove spesso i livelli più essoterici non siano a conoscenza di quelli più occulti e profondi. Un sistema che agisce come una "ruota della sfortuna".
Era famosa per un tatuaggio che mostrava un cuore con la scritta O.T.O. al suo interno.
Per sua stessa ammissione, era una fervente appassionata di magia sessuale e di Crowley.
Un anno fa aveva twittato in rete una foto di un libro del culto ai suoi 148.000 seguaci, scrivendo: 
"# 93 # Thelema # OTO... per tutti i miei fratelli e sorelle Thelemiti su instagram"
http://www.theguardian.com/.../peaches-geldof-aleister...
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/.../Introducing-Satanic-sex...
www.dailymail.co.uk


Un anno fa un articolo inglese finiva con questo monito inquietante il suo corsivo...
"Peaches Geldof sta giocando con il fuoco. Si può solo sperare che i suoi fan trattino questa ultima uscita con il disprezzo che merita"...



Non mi hanno mai convinto le troppo frequenti morti per depressione dei VIP, i loro suicidi improvvisi, i successivi depistaggi e come sono veicolati dai media, quale linguaggio sottendano.
Ad un certo punto, entrano in scena affiliazioni particolari, società che si occupano di magia sessuale, di magia nera.
Un microcosmo che è il riflesso di un macrocosmo identico, ma solo ridotto in scala.
Vittime sono spesso le donne, oppure chi ha incarnato ruoli antagonisti, anche seppur virtuali nei film, contro il sistema. Oppure chi, semplicemente, poteva essere una voce fuori dal coro, o ancor peggio, chi, in base al nome e alla data di nascita, potesse essere un buon veicolo rituale di un linguaggio oscuro, un medium strumentale da utilizzare in quel dato momento, che potesse tornare utile a giochi interni di messaggi, ricatti, punizioni, premi, contrappassi...
Infatti non a caso, l'attore SEYMOUR, che aveva lavorato in alcuni film "scomodi", tra gli ultimi anche uno su SCIENTOLOGY e l'ultimo Hunger Games, verrà trovato morto di overdose, poco dopo che aveva telefonato al suo editore per invitarlo a cena.
Morto nudo nella vasca con una spada dentro il braccio, tra bustine sparse come coriandoli nell'appartamento... !!!
David Carradine nel 2009 morì, pare, dopo aver fatto un gioco sadomaso ed essere rimasto soffocato.
Da notare che gli ambienti prediletti dei suicidati sono gli alberghi, seguiti subito dopo dalle seconde case, come quella di campagna della Geldolf.


Hunger Games, interpretato da SEYMOUR, che non potrà concludere la trilogia, assomiglia in chiave più modernista al classico di ELIO PETRI, LA DECIMA VITTIMA, realizzato 50 anni fa...
PETRI conosceva bene il linguaggio esoterico, anche nel film "INDAGINE SU UN CITTADINO AL DI SOPRA DI OGNI SOSPETTO", si parla di impunità del potere delle forze dell'ordine, ma tutta la storia sottende anche l'impunità del cerchio sovrastrutturale che sta dietro alla politica, alla magistratura e alle forze di polizia, infatti è emblematica la scena finale che mostra il perdono concesso a VOLONTE' da parte dei Fratelli che lo proteggono e lo accudiscono come il figliol prodigo, nonostante sappiano che sia colpevole...
VOLONTE' lascia tracce del delitto durante tutta la pellicola, e questo significa che gli omicidi rituali vengono firmati, è ovviamente una metafora del modus operandi del sistema rituale...
Tornando alla DECIMA VITTIMA, film al quale si è ispirato Hunger Games, PETRI fece riferimento alla società rituale, dove un Grande Fratello onnisciente ed evanescente, crea un gioco mortale tra vittima e carnefice. L'eliminazione reciproca gestita e monitorata dall'alto, una sorta di divide et impera tecnologico, vissuto come arena mediatica globale e condiviso.
C'è un passaggio emblematico sul femminicidio, dove il manager di un Mastroianni in stato di grazia, telefona ad un produttore per realizzare uno spot che prevede la morte di una giovane donna, convincendolo che oggi va di moda.
http://youtu.be/050lYmgZUJw

Alla base del gioco c'è un Computer che sceglie le vittime ed i carnefici in maniera asettica e casuale, o in base a requisiti numerologici e nominativi. Il tutto è seguito alla stessa di un moderno Reality dalla massa di teleutenti.
La PROCESS CHURCH è il distretto preposto al controllo ed al sacrificio di personaggi del cinema, della musica, dello spettacolo, dell'arte.Venne fuori operativamente a metà anni 60, utilizza la propaganda, cavalca le innovazioni socio-culturali dei diritti civili, per strumentalizzarle e capovolgerle nel loro impatto rivoluzionario, comprimendone gli aspetti antagonisti, anche attraverso l' MKULTRA ed i candidati manciuriani.

Buon SUICIDIO a tutti...
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mercoledì 2 aprile 2014

THE PROCESS CHURCH... part 2°


www.gnosticliberationfront.com
http://www.gnosticliberationfront.com/Searching%20for%20The%20Process.htm

The red highlighting in the article was done by Gnostic Liberation Front.
Holger's Answer to Edward:



No, I hadn't read this blog nor was I even aware if this blog-site's existence. I deeply appreciate your research and all the work you undertook to send it to me as a "word file"! What he says, and I can't recall his name at the moment, is absolutely true and I must admit that he is not one of those I mentioned to you as deceitful. He always struck me as honest and we had quite a bit of correspondence, friendly correspondence, until he mentioned to me, and I can't quite recall exactly what, something about the "Holocaust" and the numerous "revisionist historians" on my website and that he thought me to be a "loose cannon" (this he wrote to one of my co-conspirators :) involved with the "revival" of The Process. I was angry and disappointed, hurt, because he had seemed so intelligent, too intelligent in my estimate, to make such an "ignorant" snotty comment.
Now, I don't need for people to agree with me on this or any other matter, but I do expect more from somebody whom I really liked and respected. And I still do like him, except for his dismissal of my position regarding the holocaust without at least respectful consideration of my research.
But thus is the influence of much propaganda and few facts... And I NEVER would even think of DENYING that something of a holocaust was unleashed upon the Jewish people in Germany.
I only want to "set the record straight" in regards to the amount of victims, of the existence of "gas chambers" for extermination of human beings and to the existence of an extermination plan by Hitler or any other high official in the Nazi hierarchy...
I want this subject tackled with open minded research by historians and politicians instead of making the subject taboo as far as honest research is concerned. And I believe I told him this in just about the same language as I'm telling you about it.

That he chose to make me into a German war survivor with a psychological guilt complex which lead me into "Holocaust DENIAL" is indeed low, but not unusual at all.
I have been attacked on the same grounds by many people with some kind of agenda, be it of a political or philosophical or religious kind.... They all use the same language making me from a "revisionist researcher" into a Holocaust Denier and anti-Semite as well as a Racist Fascist and more.
...Now I don't know if my "Gnostic Childhood" comes across as, I quote:
" He seemed narcissistic and self-pitying (read the autobiographical “A Gnostic Childhood” on the site to grasp my point) and paranoid."
I don't know and hope it is just something that HE makes out of it in order to make me seem like a fanatical fool beset by psychological problems.
...Problems which I transferred into a "hatred" of The Process.
Far from it, what I meant by my statements, and hope it comes through in my little article, is that not the Original Process people, or The Process, are the bad apples with Satanic leanings and murderous "sacrifices" to Satan, but a fringe remnant set loose by The Process schism... after 1974!
I think that this former Processean's articles regarding The Process are simply put: written with extraordinary skill and beauty, catching all the aspects of The Process which had such a strong impact on me when I read their literature in 1973. So I definitely don't harbor a grudge against him as regarding his correspondence with me, holocaust and all :)
No, there were others much more in line with the words I used to describe what occurred and made me into an "enemy" of them...
In one of his articles (not on this web site) he mentions a Father Malachi who featured strongly in our correspondence....
And I believe that Malachi is now a Hypnotist and teaches classes on various occult subjects. I forgot what name he uses now but it was something starting with F.
Well, he had a web site a few years ago and probably still does. And he also wrote some very Satanic, blood curdling, articles on a French web site called Desolation.
I don't know if it is still there...
...Well, this fellow former Processean who was working with me, wrote an e-mail to this web site address which was listed there and it was forwarded automatically to this Hypnotist. We couldn't believe it, but true enough, this guy writing on the Desolation site also used the name "Father Malachai" for his articles...
...Now this Hypnotist had a picture of himself on his web site and comparing it to former Processean, Father Malachai's picture on my web site, it bore a very strong resemblance.

When I brought this up in communication with some of these former Processeans, they emphatically denied it. So I wrote them that I would put both pictures up, together on my web site, for just one day, trying to be nice.... And they all went about crazy!
...But I did this anyways and they again, against all almost foolproof evidence, went into complete and unified denial accusing us of being paranoid and whatever...(same old, same old)
I see on the blog site which you sent me the name of Donna listed, on the right side.... She was one of them... She told me that she was married with children and a school teacher and ridiculed "my suspicious behavior" in regards to our communications with each other.
Oh, believe me, there was a lot going on between us all, accusations and denials abound....
Have you read Maury Terry's book "The Ultimate Evil"? If you haven't you should definitely get a hold of it. It is fascinating and instructive reading, to say the least.... And he too doesn't accuse The Process, but instead relates the Evil he writes about, Berkowitz and others, to a splinter group of Processeans and others.

Well, again, I must thank you for making me aware of this little article and the other material. It's too bad that some people have to be so unfair, even when there is no need for it...
And, Edward, wouldn't you too, if you were born as a "German", want to find out the TRUTH
about something so terrible as the "holocaust" regardless what "established" Historians tell you? Especially when "Revisionist Historians", even if they are "amateurs", are jailed just for voicing their opinion and bringing up questions? ...Like Ernst Zundel, Germar Rudolf, Prof. Faurisson and so many others, even the renown historical author of many, many books, David Irving? Do you, Edward, think that this need to find the TRUTH is somehow "psychopathic" and "narcissistic", and uniquely a pathological, German need, sick and disgusting to an "advanced" soul like you?
... If you do, than I must feel sorry for you!
This letter was edited for this page by Holger on 10-22-06

REGARDING "THE PROCESS..."
BLOGS CONCERNING THE PROCESS
FROM: RIGOROUS INTUITION


Reproduced on this GLF web-site
Beyond the Dutroux Affair
The reality of protected child abuse and snuff networks



A number of Dutch and French language books have appeared
on the Dutroux affair since 1996, with one standing out above the rest.
This is the generally hard-to-get 1999 book 'The X-Dossiers',
written by respected investigative journalists Marie-Jeanne Van Heeswyck,
Annemie Bulté and Douglas De Coninck. Page after page they explain
how the most important aspects of the whole Dutroux investigation,
in which Dutroux ultimately became a minor detail, were manipulated
and finally discarded. The book presented the most powerful case possible
for a massive cover up. However, there was one thing the authors couldn't do
and that was to publish the names of those who had been accused
by a whole range of witnesses.
The reason is obvious: if the authors would have published these names
they would have been paying damages for the rest of their lives.
A lot of information in this article can be found in the book 'The X-Dossiers',
with the primary difference being that all the names of the alleged abusers
have been included. This has become possible because the Dutroux dossier,
including the testimonies of the X-witnesses, were leaked to a number
of reporters in the late 1990s. Both the final Dutroux dossier, which has largely
been sanitized from any important information, and a summary
of official reports from August 1996 to May-June 1997 have been used
by this author to verify the claims made in a number of books and to find out
the identities of the alleged abusers. Seeing the names and reading
the biographies can be quite a shock initially, but it will also clarify
how a cover up of this magnitude was possible..
Read the very extensive and superbly researched article click on:


Four Pi Movement
This is an outside link

Here Are Some Recent E-Mails as of 4-29-07:
From : Robert ........ <cand.......@yahoo.com>
Sent : Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:14 PM
To : discoverer73@hotmail.com
Subject : the process

From : Robert ........<cand........@yahoo.com>
Sent : Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:16 PM
To : "Holger W. Haffke" <discoverer73@hotmail.com>
Subject : RE: the process
Hi, i can give you my opinions on The Process. I'm sorry if former members treated you rudely in the past. Part of the problem is : The Process wants nothing to do with Maury Terry. I mentioned this to what is apparently Robert Degrimston or his representative...he said " Robert was listed in the nyc phone book all during this time...and not once did Maury Terry call to ask any questions...so, how can anyone say he was hiding from anyone. " That might have been your problem there. Also, as a Gnostic believer, i'm assuming you have no direct connection to the OTO, etc. The Process might have figured you wouldn't go for their "satanic" rituals. Another big problem is that the "killer cult" isn't in all likely hood directly related to The original Process...you might have made them mad! I can't remember the time frame you mentioned discussing this with them...i can put you in touch with a former member of the chicago chapter who is, from what i can tell, a very down to earth person. I don't know anything about the utah group...i'm very shocked to hear they treated you badly...as you may know, Mary Ann died just recently. Over the years, many people have claimed to be The Process, so you probably did meet with some satanic individuals...i know you did....every group will have some "nutters" You did the right thing by not meeting them if you felt scared by them..."satan's power" is a more accurate portrayal of The Process than, The Ultimate Evil was. i would appreciate any information you might have on Genesis P-orridge, i can't get much response from him!! anyway..................go to Myspace.......The Process Church, this is the church of satan along with several other people trying to restart the process......i expressed my desire to cut any ties with the Cos.....as i would just join the CoS if that was what i wanted.......awesome website you did!! this group is a hodge -podge of people and more of a "social -get-together" in my opinion......make a myspace account and email the Bro. John or whomever he is //////you'll notice he is willing to talk and pretty much avoids the CoS ...lol....i think they are desperate. The process will talk to you......but i would not identify myself, nor would i mention any conspiracy stories.....they hear it all the time.

From : Robert ........ <cand.......@yahoo.com>
Sent : Friday, April 27, 2007 5:40 PM
To : discoverer73@hotmail.com
Subject : are you ok
are you ok, i would say the process does not like you =] and i'm a big fan of psychic tv and coil..................................it is possible that sleazy likes me as i chat him up some. I mentioned you to the process on myspace. I regularly curse out genesis p-orridge and now the process. Sleazy [ of coil] may enjoy this! during one famous curse out session i accussed genesis of being head of the thule society and the nwo. Now he has owls all over his art work....lol.....it probably is a joke........i had been regularly speaking with them about maury terry. we [ me anyway ] were going to make a movie with him...lol.......long story.......i guess the process on myspace is genesis? both lost power in the new york storm...even tho the process is in london...guess not. anyway, just wanted to check in with you and let you know thee new psychic tv album is out may 18. and coil has done some more reissues.......also, don't forget about the huge animal sacrifice on april 30..........................................................................be there or be square!!

From: "Madalyn" <........@hotmail.com>
To: discoverer73@hotmail.com
Subject: The Process..
Date: Tue, 21 Mar 2006 14:17:57 -0700
Hello,
I have visited your website and believe I am/or have been on a similar quest. I too, have been in search of The Process for quite sometime. They are "rebuilding..", as you know..... for quite sometime now. I was wondering if you have discovered any new information on how to contact them? I have inquired all over the place, to no avail. If they are re-forming, somebody must know something? The only "positive" response I have received stated, "perhaps when the time is right, they'll find you." If you have found any current contact information for them, I would appreciate it if you might share it with me.
Thank you very much for your time and consideration,
Madalyn

Hi Madalyn,
thank you for your inquiry about The Process. Unfortunately I can not be of much help to you since I have not dealt with any Process related matters for quite some time. My experiences with people who claimed to have been former members have been quite discouraging to say the least. Much disinformation and paranoia as well as secrecy have lead me to believe that there is definitely something "unholy" going on with The Process. What I mean is, that there seems to be an underground Satanic circuit made up of some former Processeans and other elements, who don't want to bring attention to the former Process under any circumstances. This, of course, also has to do with the "Animal Sanctuary" in Utah which harbors the original group who caused the schism in 1974 under the leadership of DeGrimston's former wife Mary Anne. They are supposedly doing a remarkable job with homeless animals and apparently make a fortune in donations and don't want to see the re-birth of The Process under any circumstances. Since their operation deals with millions, you can easily understand their reluctance to have The Process re-appear. But there is also another angle, as I understand it, which deals with "bigger and better things", like what is described in the book "The Ultimate Evil." My reason for coming to this conclusion is based on what I dealt with over the internet relating to such a desperate effort from some former Processeans to mislead, lie and deceive anybody interested in a re-birth of The Process. For all I know, you too (sorry for thinking the possibility) could be one of "them" who want to find out what is going on with the attempt to re-organize. You see, I hope, what I mean in regards to paranoia and distrust. When I started out with this project I had no idea where it would lead and no suspicion at all about the truth as speculated by Maury Terry the author of "The Ultimate Evil." Well, I was naive....And now I know better. Something is definitely wrong with the people of the former Process. Some are of course innocent and know very little, but there is an element of them whom I wouldn't trust at all, to say the least. So, any advice I can give you is to just forget about them as something which started out beautiful but turned ugly eventually, very ugly indeed. P. Orrige (don't know if I spelled his name right) has much of former Process material in his group or cult. I can't remember their name...but if you "google" his name you'll find more material on it.
Sorry to disappoint you,
Holger

From: "Belial" <nihilis......@netzero.net>
To: dan-h....@hotmail.com
CC: discoverer73@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: The Process Church
Date: Wed, 15 Feb 2006 19:37:45 GMT
Its: http://www.gnosticliberationfront.com
Watch out for the Process E-lists, there are lots of people that do not want that group starting up again.
Abolish "Mad Cow Disease".... Ban Dr. Laura!

Thank you, "Belial," I know about THAT from my own experience. I have come to conclude that any effort to re-start the Process is hopeless. Have dealt with a lot of liars and weird people and have come to the conclusion that the Process still exists...only under different local groupings and names. They seem to be in bed with some renegade intelligence groups and Illuminati spooks to do their bidding in regards to causing chaos and despair and hopelessness as well as in child abductions-porn and "Finders" kind of stuff. Naturally they are underground satanists and don't want the old Process back in the spotlight. Maury Terry in his "Ultimate Evil" is quite right and on the right track but seems to have given up or what have you. I wished I could find his address (e-mail) to correspond with but have not been able to find him. Had some correspondence with somebody who seemed to have access to him and who was dedicated to "expose" the Animal Sanctuary" in Utah....but he too dropped "out of sight" all of a sudden. E-mail comes back and no more listings on google etc. Maybe he too was one of the underground Processean spooks trying to find out what I knew, who knows?
Now, let me come to something which makes me very sad and concerned...Your falling into the realm of "hard-core" satanism! Why would you do such shit? You must know by now that I really like you from the way you write and think...and I have been there and know from dealing with the Process people that you are going where angels fear to tread!!! Please, heed my warning and stay clear of evil as a solution to the problems of material existence. Of course evil rules, but that means that the evils of humanity, of mankind, are part of an inferior creation which was produced, so to speak, by renegade angels...archons (remember the name) and what have you. The god Yahweh is nothing but Satan... el shaddai as you must know from your Jewish heritage. So what you are thinking is the other side of the coin is actually the same old same old. Goodness, compassion and mercy will not get you anywhere here on earth because this earth was created by the same evil archons and fallen entities whom you think would bring about a new world or the abyss of annihilation. So you are being deceived by thinking that chaos, evil, mayhem and human and animal sacrifices would be right and useful to destroy this earth and the material realm forever....But I strongly believe that you are making a dreadful and perhaps irrevocable mistake in that assumption. By worshipping Satan you are worshipping El Shaddai...Yahweh-Jehovah the "god" of the Old Testament the Torah. The Gnostic belief in that regard is quite clear and when the "Christians" adopted the Torah as their basis Christianity became perverted and evil. Certainly you won't get anywhere here on this evil planet worshipping compassion, mercy, forgiveness and yes, Love, but it is the only path which leads to Gnosis and transcension. Well, dear Archonis, I didn't mean to rant or put your beliefs down...far from it as I too have, at least intellectually, traveled your road and KNOW what your reasons are. But since I really and truly like you and feel a strong bond with you, I just had to tell you what I thought and warn you about the dangers ahead of you unless you change course. I am now almost 65 years old and a total failure in the eyes of the world and sometimes even in my own eyes and I have experienced and seen a lot of "mystical" things. Thus my warning to you is not coming from any sense of imagined superiority or missionary delusion, but is simply a genuine concern for a fellow traveler on the path. Stay with Light and Love, compassion and mercy, please, and forget Satanism and Chaos Magick as they are a ruse of Lord of this Earth and are meant to wrap you even more in the chains of slavery, the very slavery you think you are escaping by embracing this deceitful "gospel" of darkness. I was so happy when you wrote that you were on the path of Buddhism which is very close to Gnosis. What happened?
Your friend,
Holger-Thomas

Dear Mr.T,
thank you for sharing your deep insight! Indeed, I'm so happy to have come into contact with you, as I agree with everything in your letter except your understanding of "Christian Science". Please understand, that there is a deep abyss between New Thought and Christian Science. In your assessment of New Thought you are absolutely correct in my opinion. But Christian Science is a whole different "ball game". And I'm, of course, not talking about the Christian Science Church and it's "churchianity," but about the deeper teachings as presented by Arthur Corey in his class instructions...and other literature available from such places as The Bookmark. These books are banned by the church organization who is utterly and completely under the control of the Rothschild New World Order. The pure teachings of CS are comparable to the highest teachings of Vedanta as taught by Vivekananda. Please do read the articles on my web site under Christian Science and Vedanta. I see it in the light of Supreme Wisdom or Gnosis because it metaphysically transcends the cruder Gnosticism of the lowest level of their dualistic teachings and explains so clearly to us "Western Christians" of European ancestry the facts relating to the illusion of material perception and thus LIFE. We are "fallen" spiritual beings....who have not literally fallen but have succumbed to a material mind-set. And we must, in order to liberate ourselves (as no one can do it for us) from this form of "programming" by attaining Knowledge, Wisdom, Gnosis. In order to make this possible, I use various forms of shocking articles (which are true in my opinion) on my web site to cause SPIRITUAL CHAOS and thus an AWAKENING to the "evils" of this world in all its sordid aspects...And hopefully showing the futility in attempting to fight the New World Order Chaos with SPIRITUAL fire, and thus, hopefully, leading open minded people to search for a "higher" path than the materialistic, revolutionary path of any political "ism." I believe strongly that this fight with the New World Order Kabbalists and Occultists has to be first and foremost SPIRITUAL, starting in each individual being before anything else could or should be done.... Believing that duality...good and evil, does not exist beyond the dualistic concept of the "reality" of materialistic existence, of life in this dimension and the lower fourth dimension, I see in the "higher" teachings of Christian Science and Vedanta the only hope for Liberation. True Gnostics are not necessarily enlightened. In fact, most are on a quest to change the world, the material world I should say without having attained balance within themselves and are thus easily drawn into the "evils" of different extreme political and religious philosophies. See Hitler, Lenin, Roosevelt, Pol Pot, Mao, well, you get my drift.... They are all born, true Gnostics alright, but have failed so miserably because of having been bound to the material realm by their own Spiritual ignorance. See also DeGrimston and his creation the Process Church. He has insight but not enough of it... too much too soon....He was very successful in drawing people to his philosophy through his charisma and vision. But he hadn't attained GNOSIS! His articles and writings are fascinating as his concept of the Unification of Opposites comes near the realm of Truth....but, unfortunately, he remained there instead of taking the jump, the Spiritual jump into true Gnosis, which would mean: the understanding of the illusion of matter as solid and workable... And like you so insightfully stated in your last letter, "one has to continue to find usefulness in him because of his critiques as opposed to anything positive he might put forward." And the same with Evola and the "Conservative Revolution."
Your comrade,
Holger.

On 6/7/06, Holger W. Haffke <discoverer73@hotmail.com> wrote:
Hi Mr.T,
unfortunately I know nothing about the three people suicide you mentioned. Evola is a hard nut to crack though and I find it interesting that you found a transformation in your own life through his writings. I don't particularly like him because I can't really tune in to his philosophy. It is to esoteric and to elitist in my opinion. But that is neither here nor there...He is indeed a man of superior intellect and perhaps I'm to much of a "bleeding heart" to appreciate his cold logic. You seem to be somewhat touched by suicidal pre-occupation? The Process material is also so negative. Please be careful and don't take DeGrimston's writings to seriously. Of course you know that it's all metaphorical, the positive and negative, the yin and the yang, the gods and the devil etc.? Many have taken his material to literally and ended up in Satanism and chaos magick. Not good at all!!!! It's fascinating all right, but it's a dangerous flirtation which all to often ends in slavery and death. If you want to travel the "royal road" to spiritual liberation, I would strongly suggest that you read and study Arthur Corey's "Christian Science Class Instructions". Really and truly it is the Supreme Knowledge made understandable and workable. Forget "Christian Science" and pre conceived ideas about it. Anyhow, I'm glad you are an open minded and interested soul and am always ready to communicate and exchange ideas with you.
Best wishes,
Holger

From : T McKinney
Sent : Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:36 PM
To : "Holger W. Haffke" <discoverer73@hotmail.com>
Subject : Re: The Process Church
Interesting about Bainbridge! No, I didn't know that. I wholeheartedly agree with you about his ....................... I also agree with most of your NWO views. I knew so little when I started this and now nothing surprises me. I also tend to think that several intelligence agencies have recruited megalomaniacs and perhaps taught them how to create Manchurian Candidates. It sounds so paranoid, I hate to even mention it, and usually don’t. Only when one understands the workings of the Illuminati/NWO/elitists/Royals, and their agenda, can there be even a remote chance of understanding what these people are about.
About me ... I’m a retired small-business owner. About a year ago a dear friend spent time at the sanctuary and came back with horror stories. I started looking into some of these allegations and who these people really were. Having owned businesses a red flag went up when I looked at some of the public records and found businesses that board members/founders owned, said to be non-profit, that in fact were for-profit and funded by a not-for-profit organization receiving millions in donations. These for-profits are also receiving millions in grants from who other than The Jewish Foundation, Software billionaire David Duffield, the entertainment industry and other questionable people. To me it looks like a money-laundering front.
So I decided to visit Best Friends, took their bus tour, mandatory for anyone wanting to see the sanctuary, and stayed for awhile. I began putting things together, talking to the experts and somehow ended up with an unwavering determination to expose them for who they really are. I’m an animal lover and something that really bothered me were the articles that talked about animal mutilations and sacrifices.
Everyone I met there has been influenced by mind-control and are punished if they say anything negative. These are employees, not cult members! They have to portray it as “Heaven on Earth”, so visitors leave euphoric and committed to supporting them. They are so good at it!!
The compound I mentioned can’t be seen from the sanctuary. Recently, they constructed a wall along the road so no one can even walk to where they can see it. Interestingly, it’s a county road and no permit was ever applied for. It looks strange because there’s seemingly no reason for it and it keeps travelers from seeing a great view of the desert. They say they’re not a religious group any more but, according to a witness, the compound has a stained glass window of “Fire and Brimstone.” And inside is a round altar and ritual symbols and items. No reporter has ever been allowed in and rumor is that they have enough weapons stored there and in caves to help start a helter-skelter.
There’s not one black person working at the sanctuary. The staff of 250 +- have moved to the small town of Kanab, population 3500, given up their homes, friends and families to help animals and live at the only heaven on earth. Before anyone is hired, they spend 2 weeks there to see if they like it and if they are “suited” for the job. During that 2 weeks I believe they weed out the ones that aren’t easily controlled. The ones that are hired soon find out that something is terribly wrong, but they are now stuck and have no options. It doesn’t take long for them to become complacent and follow the rules no matter how controlled they are. If one gets out of line and complains or tries to talk to another staff member about something negative, they are punished by taking away the job they know and the animals they have come to love and put them in a job they hate. They are constantly asked if they are happy, what they like to do and what they don’t like to do. Once they show that they will behave, they are often given their job back. In some cases, employees that really need money are cutback on their hours and usually not returned to full-time with benefits. Others see what happens if they aren’t always positive and soon learn.
Well, I could go on for hours, but I’ll save it for another time.
Thanks for everything, T.P.
BTW ... I heard that they consider both you and me as “a thorn in their sides” and as causing them a lot of problems. Cool, huh?!
A comment from Holger:
The "Bainbridge" reference in the letter is to the author of a sociological study of "The Process" written by William Sims Bainbridge who was an assistant Professor of Sociology at the University of Washington at the time when he analyzed and wrote about "The Process" but calling them by a different name in his book. To me his interest in The Process seems to be more than just a sociological study and he still seems to be a link to some Processeans out there. I have written him and hoped for some real information but he seemed very reluctant to reveal anything of substance. It is my conviction that The Process came under the control and "guidance" of the CIA or another "government spy-agency" either while they were still in England or when they began to attract a lot of converts and followers here in the United States. To me it appears obvious that they were involved in mind-control experiments and were also used as "shock-troops" to create chaos and fear, just like Manson and his "family" was along with "The Founders" in Washington DC and the Jim Jones cult in California and Guyana. Since Bainbridge also studied and wrote about the "Children of God" who later became "The Family," it seems to me that he had more than one "iron in the fire" and functioned as a link to whoever it was and still is, that uses these observations in cultist mind-control behavior to learn from them how to control the masses. Do I need to make myself any clearer? The usefulness of "Religion" as a tool to manipulate and control the masses has been known and used since the early days of mankind's existence. So why should it surprise anyone living in these days of the Luciferian New World Order? Nothing is surprising here and everything possible.

There is no doubt that I still have strong sympathies for The Process. Is it not a Gnostic's dream, intelligent, artsy and rebellious people who in it's early stages created a "Church" for outsiders just like me? How could I not be attracted to them? But, alas, as in almost all human organizations, the power hungry, crafty manipulators who have neither scruples nor honor pervert it into something of their own desire. And this seems to be the problem with most "Gnostics," as they are too naive and honest for their own good and thus end up in something as deceptive and corrupt as The Process eventually became. There is a website which carries an article by a Father Malachi called "The Process is...." which is simply sublime reading to a Gnostic outsider like myself. This seems to be the same "Father Malachi" who wrote some horrendous stuff on the before mentioned French website which I can no longer find on the internet. What a disparity between these two articles! Just like The Process itself coming across in such a tempting and appealing way on one hand and having spawned such utterly Satanic malevolence shown by its various splinter-cults. What seems to me quite obvious though is that the style and word construct seem to be coming from Genesis P-Orridge who has incorporated much Process thought and material into his "Thee Psychic Temple of Youth." Nevertheless, even though these people, undoubtedly born Gnostics, talk so eloquently of freedom and liberation, I believe that they are neither free nor liberated but have knowingly or unknowingly surrendered to the yoke of Satan. One only needs to go through their various websites to be convinced of this fact. They speak so freely of love, "love under will" (as Crowley put it), but it is sex which they seek and exploit. These people are so brilliant and gifted and yet they have wasted their very being in servitude to the adversary of man and Christ. Gnostics are never Satanists nor Occultists. Gnostics, and I mean Christian Gnostics worship the spark of the true God in every being and want nothing more than to uplift mankind towards their spiritual inheritance. Satanist hate mankind and want nothing more than bring mankind down to the lowest level possible to mock and destroy the divine spirit within. True Gnostics will never strive after power over others or after earthly possessions. Liberation from these very temptations is the Gnostic's goal and hope. Yes, Gnostics are outsiders, heretics and rebels to the established Satanical order of this world in the same sense as Jesus Christ was, but they would never surrender knowingly to evil. And that should say it all.
Here is an article about the "Animal Sanctuary" from the Rocky Mountain News which seems like a wonderful public relations piece contrived by "Michael Mountain" who is heir to a British TV fortune:
Friends find their calling
By Lou Kilzer, Rocky Mountain News February 28, 2004

One of the world's most admired animal sanctuaries has a skeleton tucked deep in its closet - one with a history worthy of its own miniseries. The Best Friends Animal Society runs the nation's largest "no-kill" shelter in Utah and raised $19.9 million last year alone. But more than three decades ago, its key founders formed a movement that was accused - falsely, they say - of being a satanic cult. Best Friends President Michael Mountain, 57, says The Process, Church of the Final Judgment, was just a group of young people searching for spiritual truth in the crazy atmosphere of the late 1960s and early '70s. Satan was one of four entities they studied - the others were Lucifer, Jehovah and Christ - says Mountain. Satan was more a metaphor for a human personality trait than a god to be worshipped, he says. Though several of the founders have stayed together all these years, they long ago gave up their purple robes in favor of leading the charge to save American pets from destruction, Mountain says.
All the same, Mountain was not overjoyed when asked about a series of corporate records that link Best Friends to the 1967 incorporation of The Process in the French Quarter of New Orleans. If he had it to do over again, Mountain says, he would have let The Process dissolve and incorporated Best Friends as a new nonprofit with no links to the church. With 250 staff members and 250,000 contributors, the pre-eminent "no-kill" advocate does not need any religious bones kicking around. No longer known as Father John, Father Aaron, Mother Ophelia and the like, many of the founders live modestly near the small town of Kanab, Utah. Mountain, who has a daughter in Denver, is divorced and lives at the sanctuary, making about $30,000 a year from the proceeds of a private business that sells Best Friends merchandise. Gone are the days when members interviewed mass murderer Charles Manson in jail for the "death" issue of their magazine. There's no more talk about doomsday right around the corner. No more screeds about "Satan on War." "A lot of it was really rather juvenile," says John Fripp aka Christopher Fripp aka Father John. Now, instead of begging for handouts in London, New York or New Orleans, Best Friends founders are as likely to attend a Hollywood fund-raiser graced by Ron Howard, Drew Barrymore, Robin Williams or Bill Maher. A book available for $15 on one of the group's Web pages professes to be a complete history.

It's called Best Friends - The True Story of the World's Most Beloved Animal Sanctuary. It recounts how a ragtag group of animal lovers turned a canyon where the Lone Ranger was filmed into a vacation magnet for like-minded people willing to devote time to abandoned cats, dogs and rabbits. The Process Church is never mentioned. Mountain says that was the author's choice, not an attempt to keep it quiet. Mountain readily acknowledges the group's history when asked about it, and he seems almost anxious to give it the proper spin. After meeting with a reporter, he called together the shelter's staff to disclose the founders' history. He says he's even considering a book that would chronicle the wacky days of this group of educated and mostly British young people whose adventures included moving to the Yucatan, surviving a hurricane, then donning capes in Louisiana, California, New York and Boston. It is a tale of enduring friendship, growth and a search for their real goal, Mountain says, a goal they found amid 33,000 stunning red acres in southern Utah. Headed for a hurricane It began in the 1960s when people were dropping out and turning on. Michael Mountain, born Hugh Mountain, was part heir to Great Britain's largest television empire when he dropped out of Oxford at age 17 to begin navigating the vast smorgasbord of counterculture offerings then available.
Disinherited for his vagabond ways, Mountain says he met a group of other young seekers of life's truths. "We would go around and visit all of the different religious and astrological groups," Mountain says. He even attended sessions of the Flat Earth Society. Little was off-limits. Mountain was most taken, however, by a group organized by Robert Degrimston and his wife, Mary Ann, who had both dabbled in various movements, including Scientology. It was not, in the beginning, religious, he says. "These days, it would be considered a kind of cheap, out-of-date pop psychology," explains Mountain. William Bainbridge, who is now deputy director of Information and Intelligent Systems at the National Science Foundation, joined the group in the early 1970s to study it. He chronicled the group in a 1978 book, Satan's Power: A Deviant Psychotherapy Cult. Although little of the group's beliefs were set in stone, Degrimston believed human nature took on aspects of four deities: Lucifer, Satan, Jehovah and Christ. Bainbridge says at times Christ was considered the synthesis of the other three. Whatever the beliefs, the group bonded.
In June 1966, members headed to the Bahamas on the first leg of a journey to seek utopia. Three months later, they were scouring Mexico's Yucatan peninsula for the right place. They found what they were looking for at a Mayan ruin named Xtul. Nearby was a huge abandoned salt factory that the group thought could be an ideal home. Mountain headed to a nearby village, and, in halting Spanish, telephoned the property owner. "He said, 'I dreamt that you were coming last night. You can have it for a dollar a month,' " Mountain says. "So if there was any time when we felt that there was probably something mystical there, that was probably it." The church was born. Villagers told them Xtul meant either "little rabbit" or "the end." The group's doomsday world view began to take shape, says Mountain. The feeling would deepen when monster Hurricane Inez bore down on the Yucatan in September 1966 and residents were urged to evacuate. Some left, but a core group stayed. "The idea that we would abandon Xtul was out of the question," says Mountain. If the storm meant the end, so be it. Members of what was by then called The Process sought shelter behind a wall at one end of the building. The wall at the other end collapsed. If they had sought refuge there, "we would have all been gone," Mountain says. Inez took an estimated 1,000 lives. The idea that they had witnessed something fundamental set in. After helping to rebuild some of the neighboring villages, the group took off to spread their message.

In late 1967, they found their way to the French Quarter in New Orleans. There, things went from somewhat odd to outright bonkers. A caped crusader The group decided to incorporate as a nonprofit to handle finances. Mountain says a rotund former lawyer for the Catholic Church was intrigued by the group and drew up the necessary papers. Mountain showed up at his home one Sunday morning. "I'm greeted by a completely naked lady," Mountain recalls. "And she says, 'Oh, come on in.' So there he is, an extremely large person, in bed with this cluster of equally naked ladies around, and he leaps up naked and says, 'Here are your articles of incorporation. Your church is complete.' " And so formally began The Process, Church of the Final Judgment. Mountain winces when he is reminded of the language in the papers repeatedly stating that the group's mission is to conduct "spiritual and occult research." The papers declare: "The latter days are upon us for even now the Lord Christ is in the world and gods walk amongst men and there are signs and wonders foretold in prophecy in preparation for the final judgment of man." Mountain says the lawyer supplied most of the words, but the group didn't particularly care in those days. "We were not trying to be sensible at that point in time." Mountain was 21. "I was dressed in white with a purple cape with a white dog in one hand and a black dog in the other - a German shepherd." He showed up at Louisiana State University with a message about the end of the world. Students told him to come back Tuesday. "And when I got back there, there was this giant banner over the gate to the university, saying 'Caped crusader visits.' "This was wonderful fun. It was nutty." He gave a speech, the contents of which he forgot long ago, to a packed auditorium.
The satanic part of it all is a bad rap, he says. No one prayed to Satan. Degrimston, now a business consultant in New York, declined to be interviewed. However, Mountain says the core philosophy was that Christ was the unifying element of mankind. "In theological terms, as he explained it, the ultimate reconciliation of opposites would be a reconciliation between Christ and Satan. Christ said, 'Love your enemies.' In the end, even the most negative, the most evil can be redeemed with the power of love." Bainbridge, who taught at Wellesley College and Harvard University before joining the National Science Foundation, agrees that the group didn't pray to Satan, who to the group bore little resemblance to the Satan of the Bible anyway. The four deities, he says, were mostly symbolic, with God as "the totality of all four." The group had trouble gaining traction, no matter how outrageous they acted. Mountain chalks this up to their philosophy of abstinence from sex and drugs - not overly popular notions in the 1960s. At its height, membership ranged from 50 to 100, Mountain says. Naturally, the group was drawn to California, where members produced magazines on fear, sex, love and death. It was while doing the death issue that the group stumbled. "Charles Manson had been in prison for about a year, and somebody had the bright idea that we would go in and interview Charles Manson," says Mountain. "We thought it would help sell the magazine. We didn't have much money. "It was a mistake." There was another reason for the visit to Manson: They thought it would put to rest rumors of their connection to him. Instead, it only stoked them.

John Fripp, who was one of the two Process members who visited Manson, says simply: "We were naïve." Linked to Charles Manson In 1971, a book on the Manson family's role in the 1969 Tate-LaBianca slayings speculated on Manson's possible connection to the Process Church. The book created a sensation and gave the Process Church a permanent place in occult lore. Mountain and others were in Britain at the time, and when they returned to the United States, Mountain went to see a Chicago lawyer. Members really didn't want to sue, but they didn't want to be called murderers, either. The lawyer was blunt: "If you do not sue," Mountain says he told them, "you will be stuck with this for the rest of your lives." They sued. The publisher apologized, recalled the books and issued subsequent editions without the offending chapter. But the toothpaste was out of the tube. And with the birth of the Internet, the legend has only grown.
Mountain says The Process essentially stopped operating in the 1970s, and many members began to go separate ways. Then Robert and Mary Ann Degrimston split up. Mountain says members who left Robert Degrimston felt he was becoming too authoritarian and structured in his beliefs. Degrimston went to the Northeast to try to keep The Process alive. It didn't work. Some members of the remaining group, first known as The Foundation - Church of the Millennium, eventually gravitated to a ranch in Arizona. Gone was all talk about the occult, but the religious part was still going strong. The incorporation papers said the church "has been called into existence by God to be made known to all men that the Latter Days are upon us, and there are signs and wonders foretold in prophecy in preparation for the coming of the Messiah and the entry into the Millennium." Group members kept their religious names, having abandoned all or part of their given names. Bainbridge says the group began concentrating on one God, rather than one with four personalities. And the group discovered its mission. Some members had been animal advocates for years, and German shepherds had been associated with them since they first left London in 1966.
Mary Ann Degrimston, for one, had been active in the anti-vivisectionist movement. Although members had worked in a variety of charities for humans, they came to realize that love of animals was one thing they all shared. "Mahatma Gandhi had a saying," recalls Mountain: " 'A society can be judged by the way it treats its old people, its young people and its animals.' " The group, renamed The Foundation Faith of God, began taking in strays and unwanted pets, but soon found its Arizona property too small. Members went prospecting, researching coastal California and even visiting an island for sale off Honduras. One day in 1982, a group founder, Francis Battista, was driving through southern Utah and happened to visit Kanab Canyon - the backdrop of several Western movies. Battista fell in love. Other members soon visited and agreed: This was the spot. They sold the Arizona ranch, and, in 1984, used proceeds from the down payment on the purchase of 2,269 acres in the canyon. The group would acquire additional land and lease some 30,000 more acres from the Bureau of Land Management.

Soon, The Foundation gave the acreage a new name: Angel Canyon. Founder Paul Eckhoff, an architect, designed one of the first buildings - a large home outside the sanctuary. First planned as a retreat, it has become home to Mary Ann Degrimston and her new husband, founder Gabriel DePeyer. Located by a pond, the Lake House has become a local legend, rumored to be a religious site. But it is only a home, says Mountain. A movement takes off Members began building the sanctuary on a razor-thin budget raised through various cottage industries and monthly payments from the purchaser of the Arizona ranch. They began taking in unwanted pets, first from the Kanab area, then from around the state and region. By 1991, the founders were swamped with animals and faced a crisis: The purchaser of the Arizona ranch had gone bankrupt and his monthly payments dried up. "We were way in over our heads," Mountain says. "We didn't have the staff, the resources, the money to have the number of animals that were coming in." A call went out to former members, who were by then spread across the nation. Many came to help. Cyrus and Anne Mejia, who were running a clown ministry for children in hospitals, left for Utah from their home in Golden. The problem wasn't complicated. The group needed money, and getting it seemed to require a certain amount of begging, which the group called "tabling."
They would go to Denver, Salt Lake City, Las Vegas and Los Angeles, set up tables outside supermarkets and pass out brochures about the sanctuary. People began to fall in love with the idea of the sanctuary and soon the group could barely keep track of its donors. By 1993, Best Friends Animals Sanctuary was incorporated as a nonprofit. All religious language was removed from corporate papers. The group now includes practicing Christians, Jews and Buddhists. Tax records show Best Friends took in $1.17 million in contributions in 1993. And the money kept coming. In 1994, $1.8 million flowed in. The next year it was $2.7 million. In recent years, donations have grown by about $2 million to $3 million every year. Today, about 250 full-time staff members work around the country, and one - the editor of Best Friends Magazine - works from London. Last year, 4,054 volunteers worked for Best Friends in Kanab and the nationwide volunteer network numbered more than 11,000. There are full-time vets, spay and neuter programs in Salt Lake City and Los Angeles, and plans for programs in 10 cities. Best Friends' 2002 tax returns show it spent $10.9 million on program services, including $6 million for animal care, $1.9 million for its magazine, brochures and Internet services, and $2.9 million for outreach programs. Another $2 million went to raise funds. Still, Best Friends had a $5 million surplus. The sanctuary is now built out - including modern structures with such names as WildCats Village, The Triple "R" Rabbit Retreat and Dogtown Heights, "a gated community." There is even a pet cemetery. The animals pretty much have the run of the place, moving at will from indoors to large outside pens. During an interview with Mountain, a cat named Butch jumped on a reporter's scribbled notes. No one made a move to remove him.

The sanctuary houses about 1,500 animals, with no plans to go much higher. Instead, Best Friends will fund efforts to build such no-kill programs elsewhere. In 2002, Best Friends took in 736 dogs and placed 633 in private homes. For cats, the number taken in was 558 and the number placed was 517. Only six of the 21 rabbits found new homes. No More Homeless Pets in Utah - a Best Friends venture with Maddie's Fund, a pet rescue foundation - is spaying and neutering thousands of Utah pets and helping to find homes for thousands more. Best Friends Network handles some 24,000 calls and e-mails a year requesting pet and animal help. In fact, Best Friends' reach has grown so far that it renamed itself again as Best Friends Animal Society, reflecting that it is not a mere sanctuary anymore. The 'no-kill' mission Can no-kill zones work, or are they just the dreams of some crazy folks who have stuck together for more than 30 years? "The big old organizations with whom we work quite closely now, in the early days said this can't be done," says Mountain. But it can, he insists, pointing to the sharp decline in animals killed in shelters - from 17 million in 1987 to 5 million today. "We have taken on a job that the humane movement should have been doing years ago," he says. Best Friends, he says, has "become something of a flagship for this whole movement."
To keep the flag flying, Mountain says he needs to define Best Friends' past as well as its future - The Process church and all. He now says he wants not only to help write a book about the affair, but to put it all on a Web page, warts and all. Mountain says he hopes the openness might dispel rumors that a few conspiracy theorists continue to spread. One person has been contacting Best Friends partners with tales of the group's checkered past, says Best Friends communications director Bonney Brown. One charge is that the group was and may still be a cult - a word even Bainbridge uses to describe The Process. Mountain doesn't agree. "The definition of cult is something that follows a single charismatic leader telling everybody what to do, and that never happened with this. It's just the opposite," Mountain says. "We looked into many cults and found them all to be, frankly, ridiculous." With the past behind them, Mountain says, Best Friends has a bright future. The $5 million surplus is good for only half a year of operating expense, he says. But it is an indication that more might be around the corner. Says Mountain: "There is even talk of building an endowment."
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Masterpiece "Eyes Wide Shut." At 2:23 time of the video please notice the heavy wooden doors with
what looks very much like embossed Process Church symbol below.






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Searching for The Process    
    
Various types of belief can be implanted in many people after brain function has been deliberately disturbed by accidentally or deliberately induced fear, anger or excitement. Of the results caused by such disturbances, the most common one is temporarily impaired judgement and heightened suggestibility. Its various group manifestations are sometimes classed under the heading of "herd instinct" , and appear most spectacularly in war time, during severe epidemics, and in all similar periods of common, which increase anxiety and so individual or mass suggestibility."
Dr William Sargant, a psychiatrist at the Tavistock Institute, in his 1957 book, Battle For The Mind.






The actual Cross did not have a red border, keep in mind the Cross was silver as was the white area of the Serpent. Br. Isaiah



The Purpose Of This Page

I have received so many inquiries about THE PROCESS since I published my PROCESS web pages, that I thought it important to give a voice to it's former members. This seems imperative especially since there has been so much interest and misinformation in the media over the past twenty-eight years. Unfortunately it is very difficult, if not impossible, to find reliable information about THE PROCESS, even on the internet. Many of the links found to PROCESS related web sites are now inactive and lead nowhere. Since my own interest in THE PROCESS started in early 1974 and I tried my best to find 'them' or an existing 'remnant' of them, after reading the Process magazine issue on death, which I have reproduced on my PROCESS web pages, I know exactly how frustrating this unsuccessful search is.
In my heart, soul and spirit, there has been and still is, such a deep longing for The PROCESS, Robert DeGrimston their founder, prophet, and charismatic leader, as well as for their unique and to me utterly Gnostic teachings, rituals, songs, garb and disciples.
Unfulfilled Love is devastating and destructive and I feel to this day, that I have been robbed of something I should have been part of, through the 'coup' within THE PROCESS which not only destroyed something very special that was psychologically as well as spiritually infectious to me and countless others, but replaced it with an unimaginative, bland and boring 'Jehovah' cult, the Jewish 'star of David' and 'Shalom' instead of 'As It Is, So Be It.'
Robert DeGrimston was ousted and his wife became the new leader. No charisma and no imagination spells disaster for any movement and thus, 'The Foundation Faith of The Millennium' was doomed from it's earliest beginnings in May 1974.

In late 1973 I had just been given the Process magazine on Death and began my search for THE PROCESS in May or June 1974 only to end up in New York City's First Avenue and Sixty-second(?) Street in front of a modern, beautiful building with the name 'Foundation Faith of the Millennium' written over an entrance. No sign of The Process Church. I went inside and asked some girls in blue leisure suits where The Process was located, since the address I had was correct and they told me that The Process didn't exist any more. Devastated and almost in tears, I bought a tape on 'Angels' they were hustling and made a hasty exit.
What had become of Robert DeGrimston?
As far as I could find out and trust this information, he lives now on Staten Island or Long Island N.Y. and works for a communications company.
A Love Story with an Unhappy Ending.

In regards to my own search for the 'Process,' I have an interesting little story to tell. The magazines which you see reproduced on my web site were given to me at a witchcraft store on Chapel Street in New Haven, Connecticut in 1973. Being a romantic idealist and often a fool, I fell in love with The Process immediately and went to New York City to talk to them with the ultimate intent of joining them.
Unfortunately there was no sign of the Process at the given address on 38th Street. I went to the main public library on 42nd Street and Bryant park and somehow found the new address which was somewhere on first or second Avenue in the upper 60's streets. When I arrived there after taking the subway and walking quite a distance, I discovered to my dismay that it was now called "The Foundation Faith of the Millennium." Young men and women in blue leisure suits with the "Star of David" on necklaces greeted me apathetically and told me that The Process had changed to this "Foundation Faith" and that Robert DeGrimston was no longer their leader. They gave me some pamphlets and I left, broken in heart and spirit.
Not giving up so easily, I surmised that there must still be a Robert DeGrimston 'faction' and that I was going to find them at all cost. With some intensive research at a public library I found the small publisher in England of a Process book which Robert DeGrimston had authored and telephoned there almost immediately. The night janitor, as he identified himself, answered and told me that they didn't have any idea where DeGrimston was as they had not had any contact with him for a long time. Seeming somewhat sympathetic to my plight, he did refer me to somebody in Holland with the last name of Nielson who was a 'Satanist' (the night-janitors own words) who might be able to help me in my quest. His address was a General Delivery Drawer in an Amsterdam Post Office. I wrote him right away, never to get an answer.

Checking phone-books and yellow-pages from various US cities at the library, I found many listings for The Process Church which, of course, were already disconnected. I remember having a little laugh for myself when I saw that The Process was listed in the Chicago yellow-pages under the "Protestant Fundamentalist" heading.
Then, after years of desperate and fruitless searching, I placed an add in the 'Village Voice, an alternative New York City weekly paper, in 1979 to the effect that I was looking for former Process members who had not converted to the Foundation Faith in the hope that I might get contacted by a group which still might have remained with Robert DeGrimston and continued as the original Process Church.
Living at the time in Waterbury, CT, I listed my home phone number in the add. After a few days my wife answered the phone to an ugly and threatening phone call from a former 'priest' in the Process named Michael. He seemed quite angry at the add because he thought that we were former members who were going to start up the old Process again. Since I wasn't home when he called and my wife knew very little about my obsession with The Process, he told her that he would call back again at night. This he did and we had an interesting but somewhat hostile (on his part) conversation. Speaking with him I recognized that he had a German accent, which was easy for me to pick up since I myself was born and raised in Germany. Asking him about that, he admitted that he was indeed German and we began talking in German.
He told me that DeGrimston had returned to England and that "they were now into more and better things." I believe that these were his exact words, but who knows after so many years? Still the gist of it is definitely the same. The conversation between us was 'friendly,' but I felt a definite 'threat' and sense of deliberate intimidation coming from him which didn't even change when we spoke in German. The way he said that they were into much better things now seemed to implicate to me, at the time, that he was referring to 'secret' activities of which he wouldn't or couldn't speak. Perhaps he was just on an 'ego-trip' and wanted to impress me, but his words left me with an unshakable sense of fear and distrust. Of course, this is my own feeling and relies heavily on my intuition while talking with him. Asking him if he had any Process books left which I could buy, he mentioned that he had some missals which contained ritual, songs and liturgy for Process Church services. We made a date to meet in New York City at the main bus terminal which is on 42nd Street and 7th Avenue. But it is a date which I didn't keep because I felt so disturbed, after our conversation, by his ugly demeanor and boastful words that I was actually shaking and thought better of meeting him, even in a public place.
At the same time I found Bainbridge's book 'Satan's Power,' at Sam Weiser's occult book-store in New York's Greenwich Village. Even though, he had changed the name of the Church to 'The Power,' I immediately realized that it was about The Process Church. My wife found his telephone number at a State University in either Oregon or Washington State. I called him and he was gracious enough to speak to me about The Process (he admitted that he had changed the name to The Power) and Robert DeGrimston. He said that he was almost certain that DeGrimston had returned to England and that there might be small splinters of the original Process left but that he had no connection or detailed knowledge about them or where they were located.

Thus I was left again without any real hope of ever finding what I was so desperately searching for. The Process has been on my mind for almost thirty years now and only through my web site and the internet have I come closer to former Processeans and 'real,' truthful information, about 'the coup' and the 'real' PROCESS.
Why am I so 'obsessed' with them? Because I fell in LOVE with The Process, with it's rituals, 'theology,' liturgy and its PROMISE. One is not 'rational' when in love...I can only say that it is a metaphysical love affair between me and what I believe The Process was and could be...AND IT IS A LOVE WHICH HAS NEVER DIED! It is the 'chaste' love of the medieval 'Minnesinger' adoring his distant and unattainable love. Never fulfilled and never attained, my Love for The Process has only grown over the last thirty years and is now manifested and expressed through pure cyber energy on my Process web pages. What else could I do to release my pent-up desire to attain the unattainable? Perhaps even Robert DeGrimston will read this page and in merciful beneficence return to his orphaned children from his 'exit' into exile....Children who have grown old, bald and gray over the many years past, but children in heart and spirit nevertheless, whom he left only with beautiful memories and heartaches.
How we miss the sixties and early seventies! How we long for those bygone days of rebelliousness and almost unlimited exploration, of 'Flower Power, free-love and innocent hope for a better world. The Process was a big part of our counterculture generation, our ideals, fears and dreams. Maligned by the ignorant and distorted by the cunning, The Process has, nevertheless, touched upon something indefinable, something so deep and buried within our psyche, that even today as religious fundamentalism, family and conservative 'values' rule our wonderful country, people still find themselves drawn to its philosophy when exposed to their philosophy, pictures and literature on the internet. Everything The Process did, was done exceedingly well. Attracting the best and most talented free spirits of our generation, their magazine designs, artwork, church services, bands, coffee houses, choice of symbols and outfits were not only attractive but SPECTACULAR. Of course it also helped that Robert DeGrimston looked like a Christ-Archetype, Jesus re-incarnated, and exuded a charismatic presence which made one feel that he 'could move mountains' and 'walk on water.'
They had burst upon the urban American scene like 'space invaders' with the almost choreographed ease of professional actors. Resembling a superbly orchestrated Broadway play more than what people imagined a 'church' should or could be. They were ready for America and America's counterculture youth was ready for them. Their stage was wherever they were and who could help it but to be either irresistibly drawn to them, or repulsed. And this is exactly what they 'preached.' Embracing 'Good' and 'Evil,' in one's nature without guilt or shame, they taught that the 'shade of Gray,' the uncommitted, the liberal sense of indecisiveness and hypocritical 'tolerance,' was the real Evil which had to be unmercifully destroyed.
Was not The Process a celebration of opposites, metaphysically and physically, Thesis and Antithesis culminating in Synthesis? From Hegel to Marx and Jung to Hitler, the human archetype embraced in concepts and analysis, exploring endless possibilities and countless 'Dark Nights of the Soul.' The Process not only encouraged our dreams but also our nightmares. "Face your deepest fears and welcome them as friends!" What are such concepts as 'Good' and 'Evil'? One should not reject Evil and embrace Good only, for how could you know one without the other? The yin and yang, positive and negative, masculine and feminine, darkness and light,...duality and yet UNITY! It is a Process indeed, a mental Process, a Knowing or Gnosis, which opens the door to Enlightenment, attained by one's ability to 'Unify the Opposites,' within and without.

Process precepts were revolutionary slogans because they expressed in a few words the wisdom of Truth more clearly than any 'establishment' philosophies or religions. Good and Evil....'The Unification of Opposites'...'As It Is, So Be It'....'The Four Gods' ...'The Four Personalities' ...The Process was 'a process' indeed. A process of unlimited exploration for those honest enough to face not only 'good,' but also 'evil' and embrace BOTH as beloved friends, BOTH as gods residing within us as well as 'in the world.' "Humanity is the Devil," DeGrimston said and does 'humanity' not include our singular Self? Are we willing and able to come face to face with the 'Devil' within? He taught that we must give BOTH, the Devil and the Christ within us their due, the respect necessary to bring about the 'Unification of Opposites' within our psyche and consciousness which, in turn, will 'open the Kingdom of Heaven' to us as master of Self and of our world.
This is sound metaphysics and can not ever be part of any New Age 'feel good,' philosophies which like sugar coated pills for instant attainment taste sweet and pleasant, but turns bitter in the stomach, because they are artificial, hypocritical and false. No, The Process taught that without the 'Unification of Opposites,' nothing could be gained nor achieved, neither metaphysically nor physically. Neither 'within,' nor 'without.' Face your Self with honesty and total integrity, neither condemning your Self nor aggrandizing your Self and accept BOTH, good and evil within you as your point of departure upon The Process...

...A Process, which will eventually, when you are ready, lead you to be able to look into a mirror and really SEE who and what you ARE...
Remember the movie 'Tommy,' when Tommy's mother leads him to the mirror and sings: "Go to the mirror boy...."? Tommy, 'deaf, dumb and blind,' stands in front of the mirror staring at it with his absent eyes until his mother throws a bottle into the mirror and smashes it...(in other words, he can not overcome his self-image, until he is able to break the bond to his mother who knows this and sets the break-away in motion. She represents the origin of his 'defective' self image as the one who, like society and family, taught him to see himself in a defective way) ...the mirror shatters into thousands of pieces and a floodgate is opened which lets all the 'garbage' of false concepts and establishment brainwashing, like TV commercials, come into the room which symbolizes the 'false' or falsely perceived world. Only at this point, after all the 'garbage' has come out and thus cleared the way, is Tommy able to 'walk through the mirror,' and attain Liberation or Enlightenment. Well, to me, The Process Church is the shattered mirror and therefore a possible path to Liberation. Are we not ALL 'Tommie's,' standing before a mirror, deaf, dumb and blind, unable to muster the courage to break it and step through?
So Be It
Thomas, August 2002
Important New Development:
August 2005

During 2002 and early 2003 I experienced a formidable effort by former Processeans to mislead my sincere efforts in search of the Truth concerning the former Process Church. Some "former" members were attempting to discourage my Process web-pages and somewhat naive search for former members who could use my website to re-connect and exchange their experiences.
That this active effort to discourage and mislead was not just coming from a couple of former Processeans but seemed to be a well organized and well orchestrated operation became clear to me after exchanging some "heated" e-mails with them and thus experiencing first hand that these people were not just individual former Processeans but were still linked to each other and protecting something in the worst way, just what though I didn't know then.
What became gradually clear to me is: that these people have something to hide, which must be "big" enough to warrant such an effort in regards to my Process pages. Then I also found out that a former "Father" in the Process, wrote some very Satanic articles on a French web-site. Through e-mailing him at this web-site address, I was redirected to a New York State "self-improvement" and occult teacher who also taught Hypnosis and conducted seminars.....He had his own website for these activities also and comparing pictures of him on his website and pictures of him when he was called "Father M......" in the Process literature on my website, one can not help but be 99% certain that this is the same individual, especially since he called himself by the Process name on this French website.
It seems to be common knowledge that the former part of the Process which ousted Robert DeGrimston and then called itself "The Foundation Faith of the Millennium" after much moving around ended up in Kanab, Utah as an animal rescue operation which is now worth millions from donations.
Is it that these former Processeans attempted to dissuade publicity of old Process material to protect this group and their lucrative operation? I certainly don't think so, especially since this was an open "secret" all along.
Then what could it be that worried these people into such extensive clandestine internet work as I have experienced with them? All of them struck me as very intelligent and erudite people and yet there was something about them which not only made me feel uneasy but paranoid. I felt like I was dealing with people of the type of "Michael" of whom I wrote in my "Love Story" in the beginning of this page.

Then there is a certain John (calls himself "Hermandus") who once ran a Process website. He, also from New York State, wrote occasional e-mails promising more info "later," which never came about.
He claims to live in the Albany area and "counsels" some people with Process teachings and rituals. All a lot of smoke but no substance.
Smoke, lots of it, to deceive and mislead my search. Some of my correspondents referred to me as a "loose cannon" who can not be trusted. And yes, when it comes to the Truth and telling the Truth, I most certainly can be called that.
Having read Maury Terry's book "The Ultimate Evil" many times and knowing from my own very limited experience that despite its sensationalist claims about the "Son of Sam" murders and their connection to a Process offshoot, his claims and research are solid and impeccable and yet heavily disputed by many people from many different backgrounds. Why even did I myself attempt to close my eyes and mind to his research and findings? Because I was in "love" and didn't want to loose my cherished illusions of this group. Perhaps the same applies to so many defenders of the Process who should KNOW better, but are still denying the obvious.
Just last week I re-read the latest published paperback of this book and finally must agree with Maury Terry 99%.
Since I also work on a lot of internet material dealing with the "New World Order" and Satanism as the foundation of its conception, I can no longer deny that in my heart and soul I believe that The Process Church was the seed to a variety of murderous Satanist cults, who are more then ever busy in their work of fomenting chaos and murderous evil, including child-abductions and pornography upon this earth.
This is NOT to say that the original Process Church of the Final Judgement had anything to do with all this, but that a seed was planted in the minds of some Satanic low level elements, who, after the schism in 1974, felt betrayed and left-out from the newly formed "Foundation church" and thus formed new Satanic splinter groups... And it is those groups, grown out of The Process but without the discipline and organization of the original Process Church and with little or no resemblance to them, who are involved in true Satanic evil... Whether the people which I communicated with on the internet are involved with these splinter groups, I don't know, but believe strongly that they are not involved with them. Nevertheless, I believe that they know more about this than they let on and are protecting some of those splinter groups for one reason or another. Perhaps only to protect the image of the original Process Church and their part in it and of course the image of the "Animal Sanctuary".
I believe that these people are as smooth as satin and as ruthless as Satan himself. These are people in high and low places who in appearance and demeanor are no different than our next-door neighbors but who, driven by a perversion of the soul and spirit, delight in evil. There might be many names and groupings, cults and even "churches" who are directed from a central source and I have my own ideas who and where they are. But even they are only puppets dancing to the tune of other masters. And I wish that people should be warned and not make light of what I'm writing about here.
Just recently I also re-read the book "The Franklin Cover-up" which deals with child abductions, child prostitution and murder involving very influential people in not only Washington DC but all around this country. It too is an eye opener to what is really going on and how Satanism is used by the "high and mighty" to "do as thou wilt" (as Crowley proclaimed).
I also received e-mail from a man who was very interested in the connection of the "Animal Sanctuary" where DeGrimston's former wife Mary Ann now lives with the "remnant" of former Processeans... the core people as such, the "masters, fathers and mothers" as they were called. I will reprint one of his letters here without his e-mail address although having tried to contact him the address was no longer valid.

So then what is my final conclusion about The Process and it's later splinter-cult developments?
Well, I think that these people, and I mean those who were actively interfering with my efforts to either help re-start The Process, or at least just gain some deeper insight into the original Process, are serving "another master" right now and are desperately attempting to keep the spotlight off anything related to The Process for their own nefarious reasons.
There seems to be big money involved and I go wholeheartedly along with Maury Terry's conclusions.....These People are ruthless and dangerous and I would advise anybody to stay away from them....if they can even find them.
This, of course, also includes the Kanab "Animal-Sanctuary" group.
Why do I think that they were/are knowingly or unknowingly involved with CIA mind control research and mass manipulation? Because after much diligent research and reading of their material which I have collected on my website, I can come to no other conclusion. Based on my experiences and correspondence, I must reluctantly admit that my "love" for The Process was based on its "gothic" appeal and that my reading of their literature was done with "one eye closed," so to speak.
I interpreted this material the way I wanted it to be and not the way it was written. This stuff is "Satanic" and there should be no doubt about it! Now what "Satanic" really means or is, is another question.
To me it is the creation of chaos through reversal of all values with which we grew up and which we take for granted for a society to function. It includes thus also to de-humanize mankind and bringing it to it's lowest denominator through mind-manipulation which can be accomplished on a small scale in a cultic environment or on a large scale, as we experience it today at the "dawning" of the Satanic New World Order, through fear, insecurity, uncertainty, media exposure, especially television, music and youth alienation.....as well as male-female alienation.
In short we are bombarded with Satanic chaos from all directions...and this bombardment is not coincidental as a result of "modern," more liberal times and life styles, but is planned and directed, orchestrated, by our own "government" and those who control all "governments" at this point in time.
It is used to create a mental state of apathy, fear, helplessness and hopelessness in people, to make them pliable enough for further plans of virtual enslavement in the New World Order.
The Process and other cults are often "sponsored" by intelligence groups because it is an easy way to study human behavior under mind-control conditions and to find individuals who can be further programmed to commit acts of violence, mayhem and assassinations who can later be blamed as "lone-nuts" committing these horrible and un-explainable deeds for no other reason than a grudge or temporary insanity. Patsies like Oswald, Sirhan-Sirhan, Manson, the Columbine shooters and so many more could be mentioned here....So cults serve three or more functions, they can be studied by the "right" people for human compliance to mind control paragems, cause fear and havoc in society, and serve as a recruiting ground for advanced programming victims who can be turned into assassins.
I want to add to this that my conclusions about The Process do NOT include Isaiah nor Angela whom I found to be honest and searching for the same thing I once was and whom I wish well upon their path.

This quote from a famous book should explain what I mean:
"Various types of belief can be implanted in many people after brain function has been deliberately disturbed by accidentally or deliberately induced fear, anger or excitement. Of the results caused by such disturbances, the most common one is temporarily impaired judgement and heightened suggestibility. Its various group manifestations are sometimes classed under the heading of "herd instinct" , and appear most spectacularly in war time, during severe epidemics, and in all similar periods of common, which increase anxiety and so individual or mass suggestibility." Dr William Sargant, a psychiatrist at the Tavistock Institute, in his 1957 book, Battle For The Mind.
I have made some changes to the previous article on 10-22-06, as I think that I didn't make myself quite clear.
Somebody on the internet just made me aware of this article
on 10-21-06:

Written by Edward Mason, formerly Father Luke...
Holger's nightmare
by skepticaltheurgist on Mon 17 Apr 2006 04:16 PM EDT

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The Process often said it was a mirror in which people saw themselves. That, it claimed, was a function of the open-eyed acceptance with which it met all and sundry: people simply projected onto it whatever they were concealing from themselves. The same thing, be it noted, was said about Aleister Crowley, which could explain why some found him to be a powerful focus of sacred power and others insisted they encountered a cesspool of human depravity. When there is, effectively, a complete absence of reactivity in another, that individual or that group simply take on the qualities concealed inside the observer.
My own dealings with Holger Haffke have been solely by email. I contributed some pieces to his website - www.gnosticliberationfront.com - a few years ago, then broke off after some acrimonious exchanges about his obsession with Holocaust denial. The site disappeared for a time, but recently came back up.
Before our correspondence stopped, he admitted to me that he couldn't understand the Processean concept of the mind. This is understandable, because it's not that easy to absorb from scratch. What was more difficult for me to accept was his level of suspicion, which made him almost unreachable. He seemed narcissistic and self-pitying (read the autobiographical “A Gnostic Childhood” on the site to grasp my point) and paranoid. As I experienced him, he was locked into a perspective of the Germans having been unjustly stigmatized after WW2, and this fed back into his rejection of the fact of the Holocaust. His sense of the importance of his own experiences was something I couldn't relate to what he actually said about his life, and any effort to question this met with snarling scorn. I can already see the comment he might post to this blog in response, damning me for my meanness, ignorance, and sense of my own superiority.
Holger discovered a couple of Process magazines a few months before the original Church folded in 1974. He waited a little before checking the thing out in person, only to find it no longer existed, except as its own bastard child, The Foundation Faith. His grief and loss at this (“In my heart, soul and spirit, there has been and still is, such a deep longing for The PROCESS” he says on the site) underline what I'm saying about his odd self-pity.
The charisma of The Process is now surely stale-dated, yet it continues to influence many, Holger clearly included. It's as if that open stance, that straight, wide-eyed look, is still somehow active. Thwarted in the 1970s, Holger had a wild hope three years ago that he had rediscovered The Process' hidden core, only to learn (whether he would acknowledge it or not) that he had run across a couple of hyped-up and very junior Processeans without much clue or credibility. The efforts of some people to point this out made him conclude he was facing “a well organized and well orchestrated operation” to discourage and mislead him. I'm apparently one of the people he means by this; his learning that I'm in contact with a few ex-members only deepened his sense of an exclusive conspiracy. A mean part of me finds this funny; a more thoughtful part finds it sad; and my most objective part finds it irrelevant. I don't overrate this blog's minuscule significance in the world, but I get the feeling Holger overrates that of himself and his website.
It was suggested that I tell him to take my contributions off the site, and I considered it. But I think they give it some balance, especially when he is saying, for example, that he has read Maury Terry's dreadful book Ultimate Evil and finds Terry's “claims and research are solid and impeccable.” In this, I see him projecting that paranoid, self-pitying streak again, and finding kinship with a nut-job who floats around in the murky, shallow waters of tabloid journalism.

The Holocaust doesn't die. There are still people alive haunted by its horrors, as there are some Germans, like Holger, who can't acknowledge it and move on.
My job often puts me in contact with German-trained engineers, so I sometimes deal with people who still carry inside them the anguish of the War and the desperate decade that followed it. Most have accepted history, and bear its scars as best they can. A few cannot: though both groups have a hard time talking much about it. It's far easier to disown the whole thing and project it onto a group such as The Process that, however bizarre and dishonest it could be about itself, did really nothing anyone would call criminal.
“I can no longer deny,” Holger adds on the site, “that in my heart and soul, I believe that The Process Church was the seed to a variety of murderous Satanist cults, who are more then ever busy in their work of fomenting chaos and murderous evil, including child-abductions and pornography upon this earth. I believe that these people are as smooth as satin and as ruthless as Satan himself. These are people in high and low places who in appearance and demeanor are no different than our next-door neighbors but who, driven by a perversion of the soul and spirit, delight in evil.” Whether he notices the disjuncture between this remark and his earlier statement that: “In my heart, soul and spirit, there has been and still is, such a deep longing for The PROCESS,” I can't say. Sadly, I doubt it.
http://skepticaltheurgist.blogharbor.com/blog/TheProcess/_archives/2006/4/17/1892467.html

Well, what can I say?
This is my response to the person who sent me Edward Mason's (Luke's) blog:
How the US Government Created
the "Drug Problem" in the USA
by Michael E. Kreca

"The bottom line on this whole business has not yet been written."
Dr. Sidney Gottlieb
CIA Technical Services Staff director for the MK-ULTRA program
Eighteenth-century German philosopher Georg Friedrich Hegel long ago developed, among other things, what he called the principle of "thesis, antithesis, synthesis" to explain the process of deliberately enacted social disorder and change as a road to power. To achieve a desired result, one deliberately creates a situation ("thesis,") devises a "solution," to solve the "problems" created by that situation ("antithesis,") with the final result being the ultimate goal of more power and control ("synthesis.") It is unsurprising Karl Marx and his disciples like Lenin and Trotsky, as well as the US government in its so-called War On Drugs, made this process a keystone of their drive for total control of all individual actions that, in their views, were not, in Mussolini s terms, "inside the state" and thus controllable by the same.
In September 1942, OSS director and Army Maj. Gen. William "Wild Bill" Donovan began his search for an effective "truth serum" to be used on POWs and captured spies. Beginning with a budget of $5,000 and the blessing of President Franklin Roosevelt, he enlisted the aid of a few prominent physicians and psychiatrists like George Estabrooks and Harry Murray as well as former Prohibition agent and notorious Federal Bureau of Narcotics (FBN) director Harry Anslinger.

The OSS/FBN team first tested a potent marijuana extract, tetrahydrocannabinol acetate (THCA), a colorless, odorless substance, lacing cigarettes or food items with it, and administering them to volunteer US Army and OSS personnel, all who eventually acquired the nickname "Donovan’s Dreamers." Testing was also conducted under the guise of treatment for shell shock.
Donovan’s team found that THCA, which they termed "TD," for "truth drug," induced "a great loquacity and hilarity," and even, in cases where the subject didn’t feel physically threatened, some useable "reefer madness." Peyote, morphine and scopolamine were judged too powerful to be used in effective interrogation. In light of all this, Donovan concluded, "The drug defies all but the most expert and search analysis, and for all practical purposes can be considered beyond analysis." The OSS did not, however, end the program. By that time, faced with the terrifying ship losses the USA was suffering from German U-boats, Donovan pressed on, hoping to find some effective chemical means to help interrogate captured U-boat sailors.
In May 1943, George Hunter White, an Army captain, OSS officer and former FBN agent, gave standard cigarettes laced with THCA to an unwitting August "Augie Dallas" Del Grazio, an influential New York City gangster. Del Grazio, who had by then had done prison stretches for assault and murder, had been one of the Mafia’s most notorious enforcers and narcotics smugglers. He operated an opium alkaloid factory in Turkey and was a key participant in the long-running Istanbul/Marsellies/NYC heroin pipeline commonly known as the "French Connection." Influenced by the THC, Del Grazio (who was also helping to smuggle spies and Mafiosi into German-occupied Italy) revealed volumes of vital information about underworld operations, including the names of several high ranking city and state officials who took bribes from the Mob. Donovan was encouraged by the results of White’s tests when he wrote, "Cigarette experiments indicated that we had a mechanism offering promise in relaxing prisoners to be interrogated."

Unsurprisingly, the extensive wartime German experiments with various hallucinogenic drugs at the Dachau concentration camp, directed by one Dr. Hubertus Strughold, later honored as "the father of aviation medicine," aroused great interest in the USA especially after an October 1945 Navy technical mission to Dachau reported in detail on Strughold’s work. So great, in fact, that when the OSS and its successor, the CIA, imported 800 German scientists of various specialties under the auspices of the infamous "Project Paperclip" during 1945-55, it made sure to include Dr. Strughold.
Dr. Strughold’s barbaric "medical experiments," for which his subordinates were tried and convicted as war criminals at Nuremburg, were nothing more than a series of bizarre and unspeakably brutal tortures. Even so, he learned a lot about human behavior and mescaline, a natural alkaloid present in the peyote cactus. Mescaline, long central to many Native American religious rituals and first chemically isolated in 1896, is a phenethylamine whose ergoline skeleton is also contained in lysergic acid (a tryptamine.)
Sandoz Labs chemist Dr. Albert Hofmann also discovered a lysergic acid derivative called ergonovine, a medication used to retard excessive postpartum uterine bleeding. Based on his work with ergonovine, Dr. Hofmann first derived d-lysergic acid diethylamide tartrate-25 (LSD, a refined alkaloidal liquid byproduct of a rye fungus, ergot) in a series of experiments in Zurich in 1938. He used the naturally occurring lysergic acid radical, the common item in all ergot alkaloids, as the major component of the substance. Further experiments in this vein yielded psilocybin, derived from the Mexican Psilocybe cubensis mushroom, hydergine, essential today in the improvement of cerebral circulation in geriatric patients, and dihydroergotamine, an important ingredient in blood pressure medication.
The well-read and broadly educated Dr. Hofmann knew ergot had a long natural and cultural history as both medicine and poison. Ancient Greek midwives used to give an ergot-based, gruel-like drink, called kykeon, to their patients about to give birth. Kykeon was also consumed during the autumn Eleusinia, the ancient Greek agricultural festival celebrated in honor of the goddess of agriculture, Demeter. Across the Atlantic, sacramental Maya morning glories, beautifully depicted at the ancient Mayan temple-palace complex at Teotihuacán, Mexico, dating to about 1450, also contain ergot-based alkaloids.
However, the mindset the CIA had in its drug research work was far different from that of Dr. Hofmann’s. To our Cold War spymasters, ex-Nazis like Dr. Strughold were definitely evil, but they were definitely useful as well. This pervasive amoral pragmatism led, of course, to the extensive and notorious MK-ULTRA experiments in which, for nearly 25 years, thousands of everyday Americans, both military and civilian, were heavily dosed with numerous very potent artificial psychoactive drugs, often without their knowledge or consent.
This phenomenon of the obsessive "interests of national security" expediency combined with our celebrity-obsessed pop culture that gleefully raises and shamelessly promotes snake oil hustlers as well as the pharmaceutical industry’s pricey "pill for every ill" philosophy, was a form of incompetence and arrogance far more hazardous than any synthetic alkaloid ever developed and came as no surprise to those like Dr. Hofmann. LSD, invaluable in psychiatric treatment – actor Cary Grant was cured of alcoholism by carefully administered doses of the drug under close medical supervision – is thousands of times more potent than the traditional herbal mixtures. In fact, it is thousands of times more potent than the milder of the entheogenic alkaloids. It is effective at doses of as little as a ten-millionth of a gram, which makes it 5,000 times more potent than mescaline. It should not be taken without training or supervision.
The Navy tested mescaline as part of its 1947-53 Project CHATTER. MK-ULTRA was first organized in 1949 by Richard Helms under the direction of Allen Dulles as Project BLUEBIRD. Two years later, it was renamed ARTICHOKE (after one of Dulles’s favorite foods) then termed MK-ULTRA in 1953, finally becoming MK-SEARCH in 1965 until the program's "official termination" eight years later. MK-ULTRA was directly responsible for the wide underground availability of LSD, phencyclidine (PCP – also called "angel dust"), dimethyltryptamine (DMT), 2,5-dimethoxy-4-methylamphetamine (STP) and other powerful synthetic psychoactive drugs in the 1960s. In the early 1950s, the CIA and the Army had contacted Sandoz requesting several kilograms of LSD for use in the test program. Dr. Hofmann and Sandoz refused this request, so Director Dulles persuaded the Indianapolis-based pharmaceutical luminary Eli Lilly (later the pioneers of and chief cheerleaders for the widely prescribed antidepressant Prozac) to synthesize the drug contrary to existing international patent accords--making the US government and Lilly the first illegal domestic manufacturers and distributors of LSD.

These were distributed via the agency’s sometime allies in organized crime and through the FBI’s counterintelligence programs (COINTELPROs) directed against various activist groups of the period. The actual definition of the term MK-ULTRA remains unclear but a former Army Special Forces captain, John McCarthy, who ran the CIA’s Saigon-based Operation Cherry which targeted the Cambodian ruler Prince Sihanouk for assassination, claimed that MK-ULTRA stood for "Manufacturing Killers Utilizing Lethal Tradecraft Requiring Assassination."
On April 10, 1953, in a speech at Princeton University, CIA director Allen Dulles (further feeding the already widespread but misguided fear about the high effectiveness of the alleged Chinese "brainwashing" of US POWs in the Korean conflict) warned that the human mind was a "malleable tool," and that the "brain perversion techniques" of the Reds were "so subtle and so abhorrent" that "the brain&becomes a phonograph playing a disc put on its spindle by an outside genius over which it has no control."
Propaganda, in its simplest form, is condemning one’s opponent publicly for doing what one is already doing privately. Dulles, of course, was that very "outside genius." Three days after warning assembled Princetonians of the disturbing ramifications of these techniques, he had directed MK-ULTRA researchers to perfect them. Dr. Sidney Gottlieb, the CIA’s expert on lethal poisons, (who reputedly was the inspiration for director Stanley Kubrick’s bizarre "Dr. Strangelove" character played by Peter Sellers in the 1964 film of the same title) headed up the operation as director of the Chemical Division of the Technical Services Staff and, via a front organization called "The Society For Human Ecology," distributed $25 million in drug research grants to Harvard, Stanford, UC Berkeley and other institutions.
Meanwhile, George Hunter White, of THCA-laced "Lucky Strikes" fame, had returned to the FBN (now the DEA) at war’s end and continued to research behavior modifying drugs. In 1955, when MK-ULTRA was running full throttle, he was a high ranking FBN administrator who helped the Agency develop and implement a similar operation called Midnight Climax. In this infamous scheme, "safehouses" staffed with prostitutes were established in San Francisco. The hookers lured men from local taverns back to these safehouses after their drinks had been previously spiked with LSD. White’s team secretly filmed the subsequent events in each house. The purpose of these so-called "national security brothels" was to enable the CIA to experiment with the use of sex and mind altering drugs to extract information from test subjects, and it was planned, from spies, POWs, defectors and saboteurs.

Midnight Climax was terminated after eight years when CIA Inspector General John Earman charged that "the concepts involved in manipulating human behavior are found by many people within and outside the Agency to be distasteful and unethical." He stated that "the rights and interest of U.S. citizens were placed in jeopardy." Earman further noted LSD "had been tested on individuals at all social levels, high and low, native American and foreign." Richard Helms, MK-ULTRA’s bureaucratic godfather, summarily rebuffed Earman’s charges, claiming that "positive operational capacity to use drugs is diminishing owing to a lack of realistic testing. Tests," Helms continued, "were necessary to keep up with the Soviets." However, Helms reversed himself a year later when testifying before the Warren Commission investigating the JFK assassination, claiming that "Soviet research has consistently lagged five years behind Western research."
Upon retirement from civil service in 1966, White wrote a startling farewell letter to Dr. Gottlieb. He reminisced about his Midnight Climax work. His comments were frightening:
"I was a very minor missionary, actually a heretic, but I toiled wholeheartedly in the vineyards because it was fun, fun, fun. Where else could a red-blooded American boy lie, kill, cheat, steal, rape and pillage with the sanction and blessing of the all-highest?"
Where else indeed, but as a member of what would later become the hypocritical War on (Some) Drugs?
By the end of the 1950s the CIA was funding just about every qualified LSD researcher and psychologist it could find, through such contractors as the Society for the Study of Human Ecology, the Josiah Macy, Jr. Foundation, and the Geschichter Fund for Medical Research. Author John Marks, in his 1975 book, The Search for the Manchurian Candidate, identified the CIA’s LSD research pioneers as:

Dr. Robert Hyde at Boston Psychopathic Hospital
Dr. Harold Abramson at Mt. Sinai Hospital and Columbia University in New York City
Dr. Carl Pfeiffer at the University of Illinois Medical School, Champaign-Urbana
Dr. Harris Isbell of the NIMH-sponsored Addiction Research Center in Lexington, Ky.
Dr. Louis Jolyon West at the University of Oklahoma, Stillwater
Dr. Harold Hodge at the University of Rochester (N.Y.)

However, there were prominent critics of the US government’s activities, the earliest among them being Aldous Huxley, the famed author of the chillingly prescient 1932 novel Brave New World (which described a totalitarian society whose population was completely controlled by forcible administration of a government-mandated "happiness drug" called "soma.") While taking mescaline supplied by famed English surgeon Dr. Humphrey Osmond (who discovered the close similarities between the molecular structures of adrenaline and mescaline), Huxley completed another novel entitled The Doors of Perception in 1954. In that book, the novelist described his intensely personal vision of the world around him:
"I continued to look at the flowers, and in their living light I seemed to detect the qualitative equivalent of breathing – but of a breathing without returns to a starting point, with no recurrent ebbs but only a repeated flow from beauty to heightened beauty, from deeper to ever deeper meaning. Words like ‘grace’ and ‘transfiguration’ came to my mind&Those idiots (MK-ULTRAns) want to be Pavlovians; Pavlov never saw an animal in its natural state, only under duress. The ‘scientific’ LSD boys do the same with their subjects. No wonder they report psychotics."
Obviously, this isn’t a typical CIA spook writing, and, given Huxley’s incredible mind, creative vision and compassion, we’re not talking about a moron or a mental case either. Which means that giving someone mescaline while they’re being tortured or lobotomized or electrocuted at Dachau will only tell you a lot about torture, lobotomies and electrocution, not about mescaline.

As author Marks noted:
It would become supreme irony that the CIA’s enormous search for weapons among drugs – fueled by the hope that spies could control life with genius and machines – would wind up helping to create the wandering, uncontrollable minds of the counterculture."
Admiral’s son and musician Jim Morrison led The Doors, [of Perception] a quartet of Liverpudlians sang of "Lucy In the Sky With Diamonds," while the Rolling Stones dropped transparent hints about "Mother’s Little Helper." To take a lesson from Orwell, what is more important about the 1960s, indeed, about any period in history, is not so much what really happened as how that period is remembered publicly decades later.
The public memories of that particular era were carefully manipulated in great part by the deliberate creation and promotion (via television and the recording industry) of the phony and in reality quite small "drug/rock/hippie subculture." The first underground LSD labs were actually set up by the FBI in 1963 in both New York City and San Francisco. Many began to incorrectly confuse the ancient medical art of herbalism with the shenanigans of amateur basement "flower-power" and "biker" chemists. Overenthusiastic pitchmen like social psychologist Dr. Timothy Leary and Beat poet Allen Ginsberg sadly failed to sufficiently stress that key difference, although the technically competent Leary clearly understood the artificially high potency of LSD.
Leary (and his longtime associate, psychologist Richard Alpert) matured professionally in a CIA-funded research world. In 1948, Leary, then a UC Berkeley graduate student, attended the yearly convention of the left-wing American Veterans’ Council in Milwaukee. There he met CIA officer Cord Meyer. Meyer’s professional specialty was infiltrating and discrediting various organizations deemed "un-American" or "disloyal." Meyer persuaded Leary to help him. Leary acknowledged Meyer’s influence, crediting him with "helping me understand my political-cultural role more clearly."
During 1954-59 Leary was the director of clinical research and psychology at the Kaiser Foundation Hospital in Oakland, Calif. The personality test that made him famous, "The Leary," was actually used by the CIA to test prospective employees. A grad school classmate of Leary’s, CIA contractor Frank Barron, worked with the Berkeley Institute for Personality Assessment and Research, which was funded and staffed by CIA psychologists. In 1960 Barron, with government funding, founded the Harvard Psychedelic Drug Research Center. Leary followed Barron to Harvard, becoming a lecturer in psychology where he remained for three years. Leary’s Harvard associates included former chief OSS psychologist Harry Murray, who had monitored the early OSS "truth serum" experiments, and numerous other knowing CIA contractors. One of Dr. Murray’s many test subjects was a Harvard undergraduate math major named Theodore Kaczynski.

In the spring of 1963, Leary and Alpert left Harvard and founded the International Foundation for Internal Freedom (IFIF) – later renamed the Castalia Foundation – on a 2,500-acre estate in the small upstate New York community of Millbrook. There, the pair of psychologists continued their hallucinogenic drug research and soon became the chief investigative target of an ambitious Dutchess County district attorney named G. Gordon Liddy. Multimillionaire William Mellon Hitchcock generously bankrolled the founding and operation of IFIF/Castalia and later financed a huge black-market LSD manufacturing operation.
Even so, Leary carefully stressed proper mindset, setting and dosages in a book he coauthored with Alpert and Ralph Metzner, The Psychedelic Experience. It was based on an ancient Tibetan shamanic manual, The Book of the Dead. The latter work referred to an herbal tea similar in content to but far less powerful than LSD, and insisted on mental discipline as an inherent part of the process. The Incans of Andean South America, for instance, were an invaluable source of medical knowledge, and used whole herbs like ayahuasca and the coca leaf, not their artificially refined alkaloids, and spiritual technique was also taught as an key part of the process.
However, much like the crusading "drys" before and during Prohibition, the MK-ULTRA inquisitors with their police state mentality in concert with misinformed and emotionally distressed LSD users, had found their "devil drug," (the term used by the Harrison Tax Act advocates in the 1910s and Marijuana Tax Act backers in the 1930s) replete with tragic tales of already emotionally distressed and lonely young people quite unprepared for such an artificially powerful entheogen. It was also well within CIA policy to randomly distribute LSD laced with the lethal poison strychnine so as to create "horror stories" useful as propaganda. Dr. Hofmann himself chemically confirmed the presence of pure strychnine in several random street samples of LSD.
Consistent with its policy of deliberately confusing the beneficial ancient herbs with extremely dangerous synthetic alkaloid derivatives, the CIA surreptitiously distributed of these synthetic compounds, termed "psychedelics," to the public. One of them was STP, originally developed as an incapacitating agent for the Army in 1964 at Dow Chemical. Dow even made the STP formula public information three years later. This potent synthetic put many unsuspecting people on a three-day trip, and sent many, hysterical with anxiety, to the emergency room. That, of course, was the purpose of its distribution.

During 1955-75, the Army tested LSD (termed EA-1729) and PCP on several of its enlisted men at what was then the headquarters of its Chemical Corps, Edgewood Arsenal in Maryland, something described in detail by Bill Kurtis in a televised 1995 A&E Investigative Reports segment titled "Bad Trip to Edgewood." The CIA also tested PCP (in conjunction with electroshock "therapy" and sleep deprivation) at Allain Memorial Institute in Montreal under the direction of the notorious Canadian psychiatrist Dr. Ewen Cameron. The Chemical Corps (whose commander in the 1950s, Lt. General William Creasy, advocated a new military strategy of LSD-based "nonkill warfare") then stockpiled PCP for use as a "nonlethal incapacitant." Excess doses of PCP, reported the CIA, could "lead to convulsions and death." Soon, PCP was flooding the streets.
Edgewood also received an average of 400 product "rejects" a month from major US pharmaceutical firms. These "rejects" were actually drugs found to be commercially useless because of their demonstrated hazards and numerous undesirable side effects. In 1958, Edgewood obtained its first sample of a "reject" called phenylbenzeneacetic acid (BZ) developed by pharmaceutical giant Hoffmann-LaRoche, later known by its street nickname as "brown acid."
BZ (some 10,000 times as powerful as LSD) inhibits the production of hormones which aid the brain’s transfer of messages and instructions across nerve endings (synapses), thereby severely disrupting normal human perceptual, behavioral and sensory patterns. Its effects generally last about three days, although symptoms-migraine headaches, giddiness, disorientation, auditory and visual hallucinations, and erratic if not maniacal behavior – could persist for as long as six weeks. "During the period of acute effects," noted an Army physician, "the person is completely out of touch with his environment." The Army also developed artillery shells and rockets with warheads able to deliver large dosages of BZ to selected targets.
In the summer of 1964, Beat novelist Ken Kesey (the author of One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest and who had been an MK-ULTRA test subject at Stanford along with Allen Ginsberg and Grateful Dead musician Bob Hunter) launched a yearlong cross-country trip in a Day-Glo painted school bus filled with friends called "Merry Pranksters." The Merry Pranksters distributed thousands of doses of LSD along the way (a phenomenon colorfully described in author Tom Wolfe’s 1969 novel, The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test) supplied by one Ronald Hadley Stark. Stark (who died in 1984) was a CIA operative fluent in five languages with access to unlimited public funds and numerous high-level contacts in business and government throughout the world.
For instance, when the underground manufacture and distribution of LSD was suddenly derailed in 1969 due to the scarcity of its key ingredient, ergotamine tartrate, and increasing federal law enforcement pressure, Stark, via the Laguna Beach, Calif.-based Brotherhood of Eternal Love, a small group of local surfers led by chemist Nicholas Sand, got it quickly back on track. For five years, Stark, aided by the Castle Bank of the Bahamas (which pioneered the art of money laundering for the Mob) and his contacts in a French pharmaceutical firm, facilitated the mass production and distribution (via the Brotherhood and other groups) an even more powerful strain of LSD nicknamed "orange sunshine." This firm also manufactured BZ. Stark (who operated LSD labs in Brussels and Paris as well) claimed he was going to supply orange sunshine as an offensive weapon to CIA-backed Tibetan rebels fighting the Chinese occupation.

Stark also was a close friend of the Los Angeles founders of a small breakaway Scientology sect called "The Process Church of the Final Judgement," English expatriates Robert DeGrimston Moore and Mary Ann McClean.
Regular attendees of the Process Church included members of the Beach Boys, the Rolling Stones and other prominent pop performers as well as an ex-convict and wannabe rock musician named Charles Manson. Manson and his followers became heavy users of orange sunshine – the trademark "bad acid" of the day – which they were all on when, on Manson’s orders, they carried out the brutal August 1969 Tate-LaBianca murders. When Stark (who is believed to have distributed an estimated 50 million doses of LSD during his Agency career) was arrested for drug trafficking in Bologna in 1975, Italian magistrate Giorgio Floridia ordered his release on the grounds that he had been a CIA agent since 1960. Judge Floridia documented and justified this using a list of Stark’s numerous intelligence contacts.
These were and are all classic government COINTELPRO-style tricks – this is how natural herbs and their mild, pharmaceutical-grade derivatives were quickly and easily made lethal and consequently demonized. How was this done? First, foolish claims were made that there was no difference between safe whole herbs and their potentially deadly ultra-refined alkaloids, next, the best of the traditional herbs and the milder of the pharmaceutical-grade alkaloid derivatives were made unavailable, and finally, the streets were flooded with potentially deadly synthetics. Deliberate perversions of science like angel dust continue to be a great propaganda tool for our diehard drug warriors, and the worn catchall excuse of "the interest of national security" is used to justify appalling covert drug capers ranging from CIA-sponsored heroin production and trafficking in Southeast Asia in the 1960s to the Bush/Clinton/Mena/Nicaragua cocaine-for-arms smuggling schemes in the 1980s.
These Constitution-shredding police state methods were adapted from the Nazis and the Soviets by and large and were applied by the CIA, NSA, DEA, BATF, IRS and FBI against us. Scores of groups, ranging from the American Indian Movement and Black Panthers to militias and religious organizations like the Branch Davidians in Waco, Texas (in which the government first falsely charged as illegal methamphetamine dealers in order to get a Posse Comitatus Act waiver to use military force against them) were either disrupted by agents provocateur-style riots, bombings and armed standoffs, smeared in the mainstream news media through the "Reichstag Fire" approach, or, in the case of the Davidians, physically exterminated. The War on Some Drugs is merely a horrible extension and intensification of these tried-and-true Hegelian methods, a "war" in which we all lose.

Short Bibliography
Bowart, Walter; Operation Mind Control, Dell Publishing, 1978.
Delgado, Jose, Physical Control of the Mind, Harper, NYC, 1969.
Huxley, Aldous, The Doors of Perception, Harper, NYC, 1954.
Lee, Martin; Shalin, Bruce, Acid Dreams, 1986.
Marchetti, Victor, The CIA and the Cult of Intelligence, New York, 1974.
Marks, John, The Search for the Manchurian Candidate, New York, 1975.
Masters, Robert & Houston, Jean, The Varieties of Psychedelic Experience: The Classic Guide to the Effects of LSD on the Human Psyche, 2000.
McCoy, Alfred, The Politics of Heroin: CIA Complicity in the Global Drug Trade, Lawrence Hill, 1972, rev. 1991.
Meerloo, Joost, The Rape of the Mind, Crowell, NYC, 1956.
Skinner, B.F., Beyond Freedom and Dignity," Knopf, NYC, 1971
Smith, Harris R. OSS: The Secret History of America’s First Central Intelligence Agency, Berkeley, 1972.
Stevens, Jay, Storming Heaven – LSD and the American Dream, 1998.

April 19, 2001
Michael E. Kreca lives in San Diego and has been a financial reporter for Knight-Ridder,Business Week and the Financial Times of London.

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